ONE THOUSAND AND SIXTY SEVEN WORDS.
Blue's P.O.V
I walk to Zayn's room number and stand infront of the door with Harry beside me. I think about what I'm going to see behind the door and reach up to the handle.
My hands are shaking terribly and my breathing becomes shallow and harsh, I shake my head and close my eyes as I hear Harry talking to me.
"Blue? Hey, hey it's alrigh.."
His voice fades as my legs give out and I fall to the ground.
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Harry's P.O.V
Her hands shake as she reaches out for the door handle, just as she's about to touch it her hand drops to her side and her breathing becomes erratic and unstable. She shakes her head and moves backwards.
"Blue? Hey it's alright, Blue!" I yell as she falls to her knees still shaking her head, I launch forward to catch her and she's mumbling something under her breath so I try to listen carefully to what she's saying.
"My fault, my fault, my fault." she repeats over and over again with tears pouring down her cheeks, I wrap my arms around her and attempt to calm her down.
"Listen to my breathing Blue, you're okay, everything is fine." I say clearly, not that it's exactly true, but I really need her calm.
"Z-Zayn? Is th-that you? I-I'm so sorry Z," she mumbles quietly, I furrow my brows and rub her back. I'm not used to comforting someone so I can't help but feel uncomfortable.
She suddenly closed her eyes and becomes limp in my arms, I shake her slightly beginning to panic.
"Blue? Blue!" I whisper yell to her.
As I begin looking around for a nurse when I hear her gasp, I turn to see her awake and blinking harshly, looking confused.
"Blue? Are you um, okay?" I ask quietly, she looks up to me and her eyes widen, and nods slowly.
"Why am I on the floor?" She asks croakily, looking around.
"Where are-" she stops during her sentence and sighs.
"We're at the hospital for-"
"Zayn, I know."
I nod and help her to her feet, still holding her forearms making sure she doesn't drop again.
"Can you stand properly? Like, do I need to hold you?" I ask, she looks me in the eyes and they slightly soften.
"Yeah, I'm fine, thank you Harry." She explains smiling up at me.
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Blue's P.O.V
I smile up at him, he surprised me slightly by smiling back with his teeth, revealing two dimples.
I hear a muffled cough and look to the hospital door, I walk to it but then stop again and look at Harry.
"Um, would you mind, going in first? Please?" I ask he nods with a blank face and walks Infront of me slowly opening the door.
When I look in I see a doctor looking at Zayn, he's in the bed hooked up to a few machines and he's bruised and bloody, I've seen him bruised and bloody, but not this bad.
I feel myself wanting to cry but instead I feel a hand on my back slightly pushing me, I look to my side to see Harry pushing me towards the chair next to Zayn.
"May I ask who you two are?" the doctor asks we both look to him forgetting he was actually here.
"Harry and Blue, may I ask why you care?"
"Harry! He's just doing his job, there's no need to be rude."
The doctor laughs slightly when he notices Harry look at me with a softer expression, but snaps back to the doctor when he laughs. He sneers at him and walks closer to him.
"Um, I'll leave you two alone with him. If you need anything, give me a call." He grabs the door handle and winks at me, which I'm taken aback by. I roll my eyes when he leaves and sit down next to Zayn.
"Hey Z," I start but my voice cracks slightly already by the sight of him, I wipe my teary face on my sleeve and reach out for his hand, I take it in mine and squeeze slightly feeling more tears roll down my face.
"Take your time Blue. Deep breaths." Harry says now sitting beside me with his hand on my shoulder, I'm not used to all this affection so I tense abit, but look at him and smile.
"Thank you, so much Harry. You don't have to be here." I explain putting my hand on his. His face drops a bit but then he smiles warmly squeezing my shoulder slightly.
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Me and Harry have just left the hospital and now we're headed to his car, it's raining and cold so I'm hugging myself a bit. As I'm rushing towards his car I hear him shouting out to me, but I can't hear what he's saying.
The rain gets heavier and I can't hear him at all but I see him striding towards me, I wipe my face that's covered in rain water and try to listen to what he's saying.
"What?" I yell towards him, his mouth moves and hes getting closer but I still can't hear him as thunder roars and lightning begins to cover the sky. I turn and begin running again.
"Blue! Wait!" I hear him yell, I turn to look for him and he's about five steps away from me now.
"Wha-" I'm cut off by Harry cupping my face and crashing his soft wet lips to mine, my eyes go wide because Harry never kisses me.
I eventually melt into his touch and kiss him back cupping his face as his hands move down to my waist, the thunder crashes loudly making me squeal and jump away. Harry laughs at me pulls me back, kissing me again with something, I'm not sure what but it makes me feel tingly. He pulls back and puts his forehead on mine as we catch our breath.
"I've always wanted to kiss in the rain." He smiles and kisses my cheek before walking around me towards his car.
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nobody really engages w/ this story so i don't know if i should continue or not
i like writing it but it's a waste if nobodies giving me feedback
schools hard too so that's why i haven't been around
it will get better though
promise!
- beck.
