Today is the first day of freshmen year !! God I'm so nervous...
i have to make sure i look good for school so i decided on wearing my black veil brides shirt some black ripped jeans with black converses... i curled my bright red hair and did my make up and making sure my eyeliner is perfect with its wings.....
At School
when i first got to school i went straight for my locker.... only to see it was right next to vickys locker .... the love of my life the most beautiful girl on the earth but she would never notice a outcast lesbian like me with sucks bull balls .......
her boyfriend walked up and gave her a huge kiss on the lips gosh it pissed me off so much i had to walk away and not think about it so it would not ruin my first day of freshman year.... i got to my first class ... it was accelerated math also known as advanced math ..... after i sat down and pulled my summer assignment out a very beautiful girl comes and sits next to me ... the one and only vicky johnson..... i stared at her the hole class period ... she looked at me and i turned away really fast blushing .... i heard her giggle..... gosh her giggle is so hot it turns me on.... thats when i hear some one in the back of the room say oh forget it u lesbian loser you will never get her... i just became very sad and wanted the day to end soon
At The End Of The Day At The Lockers
as i got to my locker i saw vicky walk up beside me
'' hey scarlet ... i heard what they said in class today and wanted to say sorry they are mean and that u shouldn't listen to them becuase you are beautiful" she knows my name!!! ahe thinks im beautiful .... i looked up and said thank you and she smiled and winked and turned away .... oh my gosh did she just wink at me .... i could not stop blushing so i just grabbed my stuff and got on the bus happy the day was over.... i
On The Bus
i sat next to my best friend hunter... he has always been there for me no matter what which makes me so happy he knows im gay ( a lesbian ) and he accepted it ... he is one of a few who do ... i haven't told my parents yet but maybe i will be like mom dad i have 3 weeks to live ... and wait for a bit and say no im jokeing im just a lesbian gosh that would be the best coming out story ever id have to film it to show hunter .... hunter snapped his fingers in my face bringing me out of my thoughts ...''whatt '' i said as he repeats the question " how was ur day '' and i just tell him it was good and how Vicky winked at me and how we have all our classes together and how her locker is next to mine ... i dont know how this boy deals with all my lesbian drama / crushes .. he knows im in love with her ... he thinks she will notice me but i know im just another outcast to her and she will just brush me off like just another person in a crowed room ....
