At Home
When get home from school i go upstairs and go straight to my room i really dont want to have to deal with my family right now.i have to deal with them everyday and id just rather do my homework and go to sleep ..... when i get in my room i blast some of my favorite music from my phone ... i sing along as i do my homework ... after about an hour or two i finish my homework and i feel veey sleepy so i crawl into bed and cover up .... it takes about 15 min to fall asleep
THE DREAM OF HORROR
*Dreaming*
Im sitting on my bed when i hear my door open i look up from my phone and see my uncle i smile and say "Heyy". He walks over to my bed and sits next to me . He dosent say a word which makes me nervous . Then finally he speaks " LAY DOWN NOW" i can smell the achocal on his breath and now im scared very scared.i try to get up and run or scream for help but he grabs me and pins me down to my bed and covers my mouth. I kick and squirm and try to scream but nothing works . I cry and cry and eventually i cant breath .. and the room goes black.
I wake up screaming and crying my eyes out. I wont be able to sleep for days now because when i have that dream it will keep happening untill i feel safe again and im scared to sleep im scared to go back to sleep. I look at the lock and see that its only 12:00 pm . Its gonna be a long night and i just know it. So i get out my phone and see that i have some messages from hunter .
From: Hunter
Heyy boo thang whats up and isnt this guy hott as hell god i just wanna tear his close off and fuck the shit out of him. Lol even tho im a bottom id top for him
From: Hunter
Plz text me back boo i miss you
From: Hunter
Heyy are you ok plz answer me im worried
From: Hunter
Are you there
To: Hunter
Heyy boo im sorry i was asleep and yea he is fine as hell but i dont like dick lol i pussy haha
And im fine i just had that dream again ... its starting again so yea will you stay awake with me ?
From:Hunter
Lol and omg im so sorry and of course ill stay up with you boo
Me and hunter text all night untill he falls asleep after that i just sit there for a while and then i burst into tears not able to take it anymore so i stand up and walk to the bathroom still crying i pick up my razor and i slash up and down my arms over and over untill i feel better after about 30 cuts on my arms i stop some very deep some not ... after that i sit and wait for the next day to come i stare at my cuts and play with the razor in my hand but finally throw it down relizeing what i did i text hunter as fast as i could
To:Hunter
Hunter plz wake up plz i cut really bad there is like 30 cuts and some are very deep and its been over and hour and there still bleeding and i feel like im gonna pass out plz help
After a couple of minitutes hunter texts me back
From :Hunter
Its gonna be ok just hang on cuz im comeing over and im takeing you to the hospital
To : Hunter
Ok
And after i sent that i passed out ... and then i woke up in the hospital
