~At the hospital~
I wake uplooks see bandages on my arm. I never meant to end up here..... or did i. I really dont know i mean i want to live put yet i dont. I look up and see hunter talking to the doctor .... hunters eyes are red and puffy he must have been crying. I didnt mean to make him cry i didn't mean to scare him ... i roll over on my side as a tear slides down my face ... how did i ever get to this point in my life.. i was broken from my thoughts as hunter puts his hand on my shoulder. " are you ok " " the doctors almost couldnt save you" he said and thats when i relized i did want to die i start crying " im sorry hunter im so sorry i sob" "its ok" he says
"The doctor said you can come home " .... " really" i ask looking at him with my now red and puffy eyes " yes" he says softly " oh and you will be coming home with me ok?"he says " ok" i say
~The next day ~
I get ready for school and im very tierd i didn't sleep last night . I feel kind if bad for keeping hunter awake with me for so long. He fell asleep with his head on my lap. I slowly wake him so he can get ready for school. He looks uo at me and just lays his head back on my lap " just 5 more minitues " he says i smile and laugh " no you have to get ready u take longer then me Mr." I say smileing he laughs and finally gets up and gets ready. It takes him two hours just to get ready and it only took me one hour. School is so gonna be fun today :(
~At school~
I walk to my locker only to see Vicky and her boyfriend. It just makes me even sader. So i just walk away not wanting to go to my locker so i got straight to my first class,im really not in the mood dor anything today. Vicky walks in and sits next to me. " heyy scarlet " she says in her sweet voice all i do is look up and put i fake smile on ,but i think she noticed. The next thing i know is Vicky has put a note on my desk ....
"Why you so down today .... u ok ?"
I slowly write back
"Yea im just out of it today im not feeling well
I give her the note she looks at me whith sad eyes and then passes the note back
" your lieing and i can tell"
I wasn't able to write back because the teacher walks over and picks the not up reads it and throws it away. I look at her and then go back to talking boring notes
~At lunch ~
When we get to lunch all i do is go and sit down as i wait for hunter to find me. I hear a noise so i look up to see if hunter has found me yet,but i see Vicky not hunter. She looks at me then opens her mouth then closes it again ... a couple of guys walk by and say " you fucking worthless you fucking lesbian freak how about you go kilk your self and make sure it works this time" i look down seeing my bandages and i start to cry vicky tries to confront me put i just stand up and run to the bathroom while i cry my eyes out ... hunter must have heard it because he is now following me. I go into the girls bathroom and sit on the floor i cry my eyes out relizeing i can't breath .... im having a panic attack ... The next thing i know is hunter comes running into the girls bathroom room and goes straight to me. He picks me up and puts me in his lap he holds me and wipes away my tears. " its gonna be ok scarlet don't listen to them they are just jealous u get more girls then they do " he says i smile and simply say "it hurts to breath i cant breath" he just nodds cuz he knows " i know boo , u just need to breath in and out ... in and out " i nodd and slowly i feel better i thank him and tell him we need to head to class we only have 5 min to get there hunter and i both run .... he runs with me to my class and tells me everything is gonna be ok i nodd and walk in as he runs to his class.
The rest of the day i just stare in space and think
What if i was popular ?
What if vicky liked me ?
What if i wasnt a lesbian?
What if i was normal?
Just a bunch of what if questions
The final bell rings and i head to my locker to see if vicky was there, and sure enough she is standing there with her long beautiful hair as it falls perfectly from her shoulders and her sparkling blue eyes that i could just swim in and her flowy dress that fjts her curves perfectly
She looks up and sees me .. she waves me over... was she waiting in me ?
"Heyy i was waiting for you" she says ... i guess she was " hey " i say she simoky asks " are you ok you seem depressed you know if u wanna talk im here scarlet " she gives me her number and hugs me then walks away . I just stand there stunned that ... that just happend
Hunter walks over and as we walk to the bus i telk him whatt happened l. He smiles and is happy that i got her number. I smile and nodd and soon we are at our stop. I am coming hime with hunter todsy because he is like a big brother that is my protector. We watch tv and ice cream untill we both fall asleep ... with me on his lap
~Hunters pov~
I wake up to see scarlet asleep ... but her exoression suddenly changed and she stars to twitch ... she may be sleep but tears are running down her face .. i shske awake so she wont have to deal with the dream much longer . I feel so bad for her . As she wakes up she is in complete tears i hold her and tell her everything is gonna be ok ... she has had it though for a while her parents are always fightting and yelling her dad calls her fat her brother beats her. Iam the only person she has is me of course i have a hard time and she is there for me but her life just going down hilk right now i think she needs a new girl friends her last one cheated on her with a boy. And thats folks is why u dint date bi girls if ur a lesbian .. also scarlet is in live with Vicky the most popular,/ pretty girl school she is nice and her and scarlet would perfect but vicky is as straight and straight can get. While scarlet in falling in love she is onky getting hurt more over vicky becuase she is stright .i think she need to find someone else i know it would be hard but she needs to try . I care way to much about her to loose her.
