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A gasp escapes my lips, the man in front of Niall looks up and makes eye contact with me. I hear Niall curse as I run into the bathroom and lock the door.

"Noe! Baby please open the door." He pleads as I slide down the back of the door sobbing

I'm a mistake, a massive fucking mistake.

"Leave me alone Niall." I choke out, I hear Niall place his hands against the door and sigh.

"Baby just let me explain." Niall begs and I shake my head even though he can't see me.

Everything was perfect aside from him springing up his family on me, little did I know that is was all a mistake. He got carried away.

What does that even mean? Does he have a girlfriend? Is he engaged? Oh my God, I gave my virginity to a taken man. We've had sex countless times since, he's made love to me in every way possible all while hiding something?

"Noelle, please." Niall implores as his voice cracks.

"Just book me a flight, I want to go home." I cry, a new set of emotions kicking in.

"Fuck," Niall curses. I jump when I hear a loud crashing sound from the other side of the room and can hear Niall sobbing as a door shuts and footsteps are heard.

"What the hell did you do man?" A voice asks, I can hear Niall mumble but have no clue what he's saying.

I stand up and wash my face as the voices continue, "Does it hurt?" Another male voice asks. Does what hurt? What the hell is going on?

There's  knock on the bathroom again followedn by a sigh, "I know this isn't how Niall wanted us to meet Noelle but he's crazy about you." The deep voice I'm assuming belongs to his father sounds, "I also know you're a nurse and he could use some medical attention right about now." He adds, my heart drops and I dry off my face before taking a deep breath.

Yes you may be mad at him but you still care about him, he's hurting and needs you right now so suck it up and help.

I unlock and open the door gently to see a pair of bright blue eyes staring at me, yes that's definetly his dad. My eyes go to the bed where I see Niall hunched over holding his hand, I quickly make my way over to him and kneel in front of him as he looks down abcently. "What hurts?" I ask, my trained voice slow and steady.

"My hand." He mumbles not looking at me, I gently take it to see the nuckles slightly bruised in his middle finger beginning to swell.

I look up to see a very good looking man in his late 20s or maybe early 30s, he has the same eyes as Niall and his father so I'm guess that this is Greg his brother. "Can you get me a towel and some ice please?" I ask him, he nods and runs off so I return my eyes to Niall who is looking at me. "What did you do?"

"I punched a wall," He mutters regretfully and I shake my head.

"Why did you punch a wall Niall?" I ask slightly surprised, only time I ever saw him lose his cool was with that orderly.

"Because you wouldn't talk to me,"

"So everytime we fight you're going to go around punching holes in the wall?" I ask with my brow cocked, "You should hire a security guard who's also a handyman then." I add and Niall smiles, "This doesn't mean I'm not mad at you, I heard what you said."

Niall sighs and nods his head as his brother comes back with what I need, "This is going to hurt." I say softly and Niall widens his eyes.

"I have to be able to play my guitar in a few days," He tells me and I purse my lips.

"Do you trust me Niall?" I ask, he nods and I offer him a soft smile. "Then let me do what I'm good at."

A pop is heard as I reset Niall's finger into place and he grits his teeth, I place his hand on the bed before covering it with the ice wrapped in a towel on it. "Will he be able to play?" His dad asked.

"Yea, he just dislocated it. It should be fine in a few days," I shrug. Niall looks at his dad and brother, they nod and murmur that they'll see us later before leaving the penthouse.

"Your flight leaves in three hours," Niall says regretfully. I nod before quickly packing up my thing, "Noe-"

"I'm going to take a shower," I cut him off and grab my clothing before walking into the bathroom. The water is so hot you can't see through the steam as I step under it, as I expect the memories of that October night to roll in I'm left in shock when they don't.

All I can feel is his skin on mine, his lips on mine. I can feel him inside me and it brings me to my knees as I sob, all I am is a mistake. One massive mistake.

I quickly turn the water off after gathering myself and dry off before getting dressed, not caring what I look like I pull my hair up into a messy bun and go to open the door only to be met with Niall's bright blue eyes and sandalwood scent.

"I don't want you to go," He mumbles and I roll my eyes.

"Why would you want to introduce your family to a mistake?" I challenge as I narrow my eyes at him, he sighs and shakes his head.

"You heard wrong Noe, you're no mistake." He whispers as he cups my jaw and leans in, "This is not a mistake." He says against my lips before kissing me passionately.

At first I don't return his kiss but his lips against mine just feels so right, I don't touch him while my lips mold against his and we're both breathless as he pulls away.

"What was a mistake then?" I ask, he scratches the back of his neck as he bites his lip pensively.

"I've always been careful, I learned from my mates mistakes and was always safe.... Then I met you." He says before letting out a sigh, "We were always so caught up that I didn't even think about wearing a condom."

My eyes widen in realization as he continues, "It's not that I don't want kids because I do but we just met like three weeks and and everything is going so fast. I feel so fucking much for you Noe and it scares me, with the amount of times we've had sex you could already be pregnant and I'm just really really freaked out." He confesses and I smile at him brightly.

"Niall I'm on the pill." I state simply.

"But you were a virgin," he points out and I roll my eyes.

"I have really bad periods so my doctor put me on it a few years ago." I explain and Niall releases a sigh of relief before kissing me softly.

"So we're good then?" He asks and I nod before pecking his lips.

"Go cancel my flight babe."