Misunderstood.(Luson fanfiction )

34, Thoughts, Memories and worries

Jasons P.O.V.

Its been seven days since me and luke started dating,its been six days since new years eve, Its been five day since the talk about cutting, Its been four day since we had to say good bye to Marcus and he left.

Now its been six days since the huge party and me, Patty and Caspar are sitting in their flat. Its not weird for me to be the third wheel anymore And Caspar knows that but Patty doesn't. I think Its real hard for Caspar to keep that kinda secret from his own Boyfriend. So I thought it might be good to tell him. After Caspar went to the bathroom I went and sat next to patty but making sure we weren't to close so he didn't get the wrong idea.

"I gotta tell you something" Was running threw my head a million times because Im not sure if I can actually tell him. Then I finally did.

"Really? That's great!" He said and hugged me. I just smiled because I felt uncomfortable, What if Caspar walked out and got mad then left and told Luke? I squeezed out of the hug and gave him a huge grin to show that I was happy so he couldn't suspect the uncomfortableness I felt.

"Thanks" I said quiet and went back to my spot on the chair by the couch.

"How long has it been?" Patty asked me. Should I tell him actually how long. what if he's mad I didn't tell him sooner?

"Its been a week." I said finally and Caspar walked out of the bathrrom when I said it.

"Been a week since when?" He asked sitting next to Patty and putting his hand on his thigh.

"I told him about luke." I sighed. And patty smiled but I could tell his was a little out of focus. Maybe he was wondering why Caspar already knew and why Caspar hadn't told him.

Pattys P.O.V

Jason went home at 6, then me and Caspar made food and took a bath. Now its nine and were getting ready for bed.

"What's wrong?" Caspar asked me as we just settled down in bed with the lights off.

"Nothing." I said lying the problem was that Caspar never told me that jason and luke were dating again. I know it sounds kinda selfish but Caspar told me he'd tell me everything but he didn't.

"Okay." He smiled and started kissing my neck. I pushed him off of me because I really wasn't in the mood right now.

"I knew it some things wrong." he said  turned on his side not facing me.

"Whatever." I said blowing it off.

Jasons P.O.V

Its been three weeks since I told Patty. So today is me and lukes one month. Luke knows I told patty and he didn't car witch is good because I thought he would be mad that I told without telling him first.

We haven't told anyone else yet except lukes parent and My uncle so he knows to send a little extra money each month. My uncle told me he was going to sell the house and stop giving me money each month in three months. So I have Three months to find a  job and a new home. I might see if I can just stay with Luke so I don't have to buy a flat then sell it in august when I go to college. Another thing is what if me and luke go to different colleges, We haven't really talked about.

I've also been making Youtube videos alot, Nobody that I know personally watches them but I have 75 subscribers witch is crazy since my videos are bad and I only have like 6 videos.

All of a sudden I got whipped out of my train of thoughts by luke coming out the shower in just a towel. Me, I'm wrapped in my sheets while in sti in my pajamas because its only eleven. I pull my self out of the Comfy bed and throw my self in the shower. Well undressing first of course. As the water runs down my body, ruining my hair, it sends me into another train of thoughts. But this time its to messy to tell what's going on. I see myself crying, I see luke sitting alone in a corner, I see all my friends crying one by one, I see fire and a whole bunch of stuff I don't understand.