First Times

Something New

I Probably should But I wanna let you go there, I wan try something New All Night; You ain't lookin' at nobody, just my body. -Zendaya

Aaleeyah POV:

I  straightened my hair bone straight. Chris should be on his way. I realized that I can be too up tight. Well not tonight. I am going to let loose. I put on my skirt as I heard my doorbell ring so I rushed down the stairs to answer it. I opened the door and there stood Chris dressed up looking all fine like a glass of wine(I know really lame but w.e) 

"Hey Chris your early."

"Hey sorry I tend to do that"

"I just need to finished getting dressed."

"I see that because you have no shirt on, not that I am complaining I like the view."

I looked down and realized I came down with my shirt bra and heels on.

"Oh Shit! I was in such a rush to answer the door. I'll be right back!"

I put on my croc top and checked my outfit in the mirror. My outfit was popping yerr! (in mm, slide over in mm)

I slowly walked down the stairs.

"You look so good in that outfit ma."

I blushed "I know." 

He smirked, while rubbing his hands together. "Ok since you know, lets skip dinner you can be my dessert."

I smirked. "I was just kidding thanks for the compliment and you would like that so much, but in your dreams loverboy."

"Trust me I already dreamed about it, I bet it would be even better than what I imagined. 

"You ready to go Chris?"

"Girl don't ask me that as if you didn't have me down here waiting for your fine ass."

"Nigga please it ain't my fault that your ass don't have no life, so you decided to get here early." 

We both burst out laughing.

As you can see our relationship is funny, and blunt.

It's a love hate thing. Like he gets me sooo annoyed but it's really whatever. 

As we were heading out the door I received a text message so my phone chimed as I went to read the message I felt Chris all in my phone. I moved so he wouldn't see it, without I just continued to open the message:

August: Hey, I hope you thought about what I said. I miss you. I am sorry that we fell apart when I completely understand if you don't want me as a friend or anything. I will never give up trying. I love you so much. Please don't reject me for that bum ass nigga Chris. C'mon! I'm better and I bet he ain't hitting it better than I could, if he's hitting it at all. I am not a settle down guy, I'm not with that mushy shit. So being honest it would take time. No official titles. We would have to work at that. Give me a chance. Don't give him a chance

I started to reply>

Me: August, I opened my heart for you, which I don't do. I made myself vulnerable in front of you and what did you do. You sat there and made me embarrass the shit out of myself. Fuck I look like taking your sorry ass back. Do I have dumb ass hoe written on my forehead. Got me all the way fucked up niggeret. I think I will be truly happy with Chris, if we decide to be in a relationship. In fact, I want me and his relationship to grow. I am sorry but that is the true. There are millions of girls that would love to be with you. There are a whole bunch of girls chasing you and you fuck almost every single one of them. There is nothing you can say or do to change that. Chris does have girls chasing him but he doesn't entertain them like you do. If you truly want what is best for me you would let me be happy with Chris. I don't know what the future hold's. My future might consist with you on my arm, but as of right now the only man I see on my arm in the future is Chris Maurice Brown. I am sorry. I will always care for you. The way you handled things after you know... was completely inconsiderate of my feelings. You took my heart and crumbled it up and led me to have no choice. I was in a car accident because I was really hurt because I was so dumb to open myself up to you.