Hey Moon, Don't You Go Down (Brendon Urie FanFic)

Camisado (Chapter 15)

BRENDON'S POV

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Moon and I are currently cuddling on the couch in the music room watching The Little Rascals and waiting for the pizza to get here. She looks so worn out and tired. Her eyes are red and swollen from all the crying and it makes me upset that I can't help her. I mean, I ruined what her and Tristan had going because I slept with her the first day of knowing her. I'm not going to use the excuse of "I was drunk" because I could've stopped it. I don't regret it, but I'm afraid that she does. I wonder what Pete's going to think. He warned us that a girl was being signed and to give her some space. I don't think he's going to be mad about us, but I can't help but worry.

What's going on between Moon and I? Are we together? Are we just friends? I'm going to have to bring that up with her. I hope she wants to be my girlfriend. I really like her. A lot. She's different then all the other girls. I don't know why, but she is. I think her voice really speaks to me. Her voice is beautiful and I love it. I'm glad Pete signed her. Usually, girls are all over me because I'm famous, but Moon isn't. But, she did say she's a big fan of Panic! so I don't know. I think with us though, music just comes naturally. The look on her face when she's playing is pure happiness.

I hope if we get together she isn't offended by all the hate from the girl fans. I know for a fact that she's going to get it once we go public and it's going to be cruel. I hate that about the fans. I wish that they would just love the music and stay out of personal business. It's impossible to go out or go on dates with family or girlfriends without running into them. It sucks. I'm tired of staying inside and the countless pizza boxes. I want to be able to go out in public and not have to worry about what the fans think.

I felt Moon move so I looked down at her and smiled. Just then the door bell rang. I picked her up and carried her upstairs. I set her down by the door and opened it. The pizza guy gave Moon the food and I paid him.

"Keep the change.", I told him.

"Thanks man."

Moon walked to the kitchen and set the food on the counter. She went to the cabinets and grabbed two plates and glasses.

"I'm so hungry.", She said as she got ice for the glasses. She looks gorgeous. Even when she's dressed in old clothes and no make up, she's still gorgeous.

"I know... me too.", I said with a mouthful of pizza. She laughed at me then grabbed a slice.

"You're a pig.", she said after swallowing a bite.

"But I'm a cute pig.", I said with a smirk.

"Eh.. that's debatable..."

"Oh, is it now?", I asked her while finishing my pizza. I got up off the stool and walked torwards the counter where she was sitting. She had a scared look on her face because she knew I was going to do something. She backed up and curled herself up into a ball waiting for me to attack.

"NUUU! Don't hurt me! Take my pizza instead!", She giggled while shoving her pizza in my face. I ate the rest of it then leaned in and gave her a kiss on her forehead.

"I like you. A lot.", I mumbled against her forehead.

"I like you a lot too.", she said while leaving a kiss on my neck. I pulled back and kissed her on her lips. I wrapped my arms around her waist and pulled her closer. Then her phone started to ring. I looked at the clock. It's 3:46. I looked back at Moon and her face was pulled into a frown. Then I saw a tear slip from her eye. I bet it's Tristan calling her. That asshole. She already feels bad and he's making it worse.

She looked like she couldn't speak or didn't know what to say. I looked at her with worry and wipped a couple tears away. I heard a couple sobs and took the phone away from her. I pressed the end call and pulled her in for a hug. She cried into my chest for about 15 minutes before she pulled back.

"Moon, honey, what's wrong? If that was Tristan calling to give you a hard time, don't worry about him.", I told her while tucking a piece of hair behind her ear.

"It wasn't Tristan. It was the hospital.", she said while crying again. Wait, what? Why's the hospital calling?

"Why's the hospital calling Moon? What happened?"

"When Tristan left, he went out to get drunk- and then he got in a car accident.. and-", She couldn't finish because she burst out into tears again. Shit, this is all my fault. I've known the the girl for two days and I'm already making her life hell.

"Shh, Moon, it's okay, sweetie. Tristan's gonna be okay... I'll take you up to the hospital right now if you want. He's gonna be okay..."