Being apart of the First Order is a lot harder than it seems. It felt like we were always trying to accomplish something new. It never ended. Everything was always so fast paced and sometimes it was so frustrating, like today. Our goal was to find out a way to track things through light speed, and so far it wasn't going well. Meeting after meeting, no sleep. I'm not going to lie, all of this causes you to feel numb. But I guess that's kind of the First Orders motto, to have no feeling, no sympathy, only hatred, and most importantly to spread fear through out the Galaxy.
After almost three days without sleep, you not only feel somewhat numb but also somewhat dead. You walked through the long hallway, trying not to look like a creature back from the grave, but were failing. It was clear that you needed sleep. Of course you had been back to your chambers, but only to shower and change clothes. Apart from missing sleep, you missed your Knight Of Ren, Kylo. It had almost been four days since you'd last seen him, and it was unbearable. As you got closer to your chambers, you hoped Kylo would also be there. You punched in the code for your room and the doors immediately opened, and there right in front of you was the man you had been waiting to see.
You quickened your pace as he too walked quickly up to you. He automatically grabbed your waist and pulled you into a hug. You returned it by wrapping your arms around his neck and resting your head against his firm chest.
"I missed you so much." Kylo started.
"I missed you too, it's been miserable without you." You replied.
"You look exhausted, when's the last time you slept?" A concerned look washed over your boyfriend's scared yet handsome face as you both pulled away from each other. He then lifted you up and sat you against his waist and hip. You wrapped your legs around him, your arms still around his neck.
"Mmm...almost three days ago. I'd come back to shower, get a change of clothing, then eat something but that's about it." You answered his question. He carried you to your shared bathroom and gently sat you down on the countertop, your legs still around him.
"I'll be speaking to Hux about your shifts. I'm not happy that you haven't been able to take care of yourself and that will be changing." He frowned. You opened your mouth to argue with him but were met with his lips being smashed into yours. It felt so good to finally kiss him once again, it seemed like it had been years since the last time you tasted him.
"Take a shower, I'll grab you some clothing, then we'll sleep alright?" He sweetly demanded. You nodded and placed your hand on his cheek to bring him in for another kiss.
"Love you."
"Love you too, sweetheart."
You carefully stepped out of the shower and grabbed your towel to dry yourself off. Looking back at the counter, you spotted some neatly folded black sleep wear. You threw on your underwear, the black long sleeved shirt, and black shorts. Thinking of how Kylo knew you so well you smiled while you worked on drying and brushing your (H/l) (H/c) hair. You brushed your teeth then put your towel away and walked out of the bathroom to your shared bedroom.
Kylo was already waiting in bed for you on his side. You walked over to your side and climbed in. He brought the thick black sheets over your small form. You laid on your side while he did the same then wrapped an arm around your waist. He pulled you into his bare chest and you once again laid your head against his it and put an arm over his right scarred bicep. He leaned down and kissed your forehead.
Even though he wouldn't ever come out and say it, he loved cuddling before you two would fall asleep. He was extremely affectionate and loving and because of that, it also was one of your favorite things. As you two laid in the silence and darkness, you shared warm, passionate kisses with each other. You no longer had to worry or stress because at the end of the day or three days you knew you would always come back to the loving arms of Kylo Ren. Arms that were only open for you.
"Goodnight, Darling. I love you."
"Goodnight, Kylo. I love you too."
Aight guys, I completely rewrote this and I like it a lot better. Tell me what y'all think. If you have requests or ideas please remember that I always take them! I hope you guys enjoyed this. Thank for reading and have a great day/night!
