Broken L.H

Chapter 4

We were all sitting in mikeys car as we made our way into the studio.

I was sat in the middle of luke and cal- which he insisted me to call him- cal was asleep.

Luke was texting and I had my earphones in, currently listening to sum 41 when I felt a tap on my sholder and it was luke.

"What ya listenin to?"he smiled at me, I didn't reaspond, instead I blish taking one of my earphones and put it in his ear and he began to smile.

"I didn't know were intrested in this type of music, most girls aren't." He said smirking and I shrug and nod shyly after noticing how close we had gotten.

"Oh luke, is grace still coming?"

"Um, yea but she said she'll be late she's still getting ready."Luke sigh responding to Mikey.

"Who's grace?"I asked being my nosie self, Luke was about to talk but ashton spoke first .

"Shes Luke's  giiiirlfriend."he says rolling the iiir in a mocking tone.

"Oh."said trying not to sound disapointed even tho my heart sank, I don't know why I felt like that, there is no way in hell someone as perfect as Luke could go out with a person like me.. I have never had a boyfriend, never had my first kiss and 16..

Fucking 16 years of age and I havn't even had my first kiss, its kinda pathetic. But thats the price I pay for pushing everyone away.

Its not only cause I'm shy it cause, i dont know, I just hate people, they are dangerous and play with others emtions. I start to hear faint whsipers at the back of my head.. no no no! I already fell like shit and to top it all of this happens. Great.

I turn up the music to drown them out, the song soon change to one of my fave songs if I die young by The Band Perry.

I lean my head back closed my eyes and hummed along to the first verse.

'If I die young bury me in

satin, lay me down on a

bed of rose, sink me in the river

at dawn, send me away

with words of a love song....'

I opened my eyes as I felt someone tap my sholder and looked up at luke and I remeber that he was still listening.

"Hey Em what song is this, I've never heard it before." he said smilling

"Oh, if don't you like it I can chane i ..."he cut me off as I went to grab my phone but he took my hand and pulled it away making my skin tingle and a small spark goes in the pit of my stomach.

"No no, its fine I actualy really like it, what's it called?"he said reassuringly.

"Oh, sorry, um it's called If I Die Young ." I stutterd 'why the fuck am I so nervous for he has a fucking girlfriend' I argued with myself

"Okay, thanks, and you don't have to apologise."he says smilling and I smile back, I don't know what it was or how he did it but he had this effect on me and I don't know why.

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We arrived at the studio and we were all in the room trying to write a song they were all deep in convesation but I was writng in my journal/song book sitting in silence.

"Hey em, what ya doin?" Michael asked looking over and the others do the same.

"Oh, um I'm just finishing a song."