When you are weighed down
Simply by others' absence
When you cannot be calm
Being surrounded by a lot of people
No matter how much you might love them
The feeling when you just want to find safe and cozy shelter in your bed and find no excuse to leave.
The feeling when your heart is a mess and nowhere is supposed to be your true home where you can be your true self
Nowhere to expect
Nowhere to hope
Nowhere to believe