It is some minutes before the sunrise
She cannot fall asleep
Cuz her heart keeps beating so loudly
She is wondering about
Drama stories that she's never thought to happen
Why things keep falling apart?
She would never want to upset her parents
Why do her parents always have to endure so much difficulties
This adds burden to her heart
This keeps her awake and her heart weighed
Why things never turn out to be smooth for her and her parents
Why the God has to challenge them that much
And she starts to think
What attitude should she hold
Whether she should lower her standard, expectation and sense of perfectionism
Cuz this world is full of unfairness imperfection
The people she knows including herself are full of
Imperfection sins and dark sides
What should she do
How could she accept them as who they are
She doesn't
know....
