Behind The Eyes (Fantasy\Mystery\Romance) «®RATED R®» NOT FINISHED

*The*()xx()*Note*

"ASSHOLE FUCKING GET UP"

AM BE RS -P*O*V-

       What the fuck?! This is the tenth time this morning my mom has said that... Why does she always try to wake me up at what 8ish... She should know its Saturday! And plus I don't have to go to school for a bit? Why rush hmm? Maybe she has lost her mind again... Ha probably. I'm not opening my eyes unless some ones dieing... Why would I want to do something for someone like my mom... She's so... Whatever... Why even think of that slut. Maybe I should? Hmm I will just try to sleep.

            "FINE IM FUCKING COMING IN ASSHOLE, IF YOUR Watching PORN OR SOME SHIT IM GOING TO Fucking GET MY CHAIN SAW AND BEAT Your Fucking ASS OKAY BITCH!"

    What the hell? Does she not know I'm sleeping! Or TRYING to sleep! KEYWORD IS \trying/... Anyways I'll get up.
                       3rd Person View
Amber jump out of bed acting accordingly to her moms plan. She slowly opens the door to make her mom wait just a little more...

"What do you want" Amber asked.
Mom replied, " For you to fix your attitude " Amber laughed "what about you start making more money so I can eat dinner?" Her mother cried "look im trying but its hard som--" Amber cut her off saying " yeah what ever what about you go get a real job " her mom was getting up set and yelled "FINE, WANT TO KNOW THE TRUTH IM DONE WITH YOU AND IM SELLING YOU WITH A GIRL NAMED IZZY OKAY?" Amber screamed "LAIR LAIR LAIR u u....  you....  omg....LAIR"

             "Pack your things, your leaving tomorrow morning asap"
 
Xx Amber Ran to the bathroom xX

Ambers P O V

I sit on the floor crying. I can't be raped or abused again... Why me... Why do I deserve this? I shoud of killed my self when I was 13... I should of just jumped or maybe when I was 11 I should of cut to deep into the nerve...  Or when I was 14 I should of took that medicine.... I could of ended it so many times. I could of been happier... I don't have to live! All signs point to be killing my self or I get tortured! I feel a small piece of paper from under the was slip out. The paper had blood on it. It was a little riped but still readable... The note said....

My life has been horrible, i have been raped, drugged, abused, and bullied. At this point in life, I have gave more then gotten. I I've felt hated all my life. I have been hurt ed more then cared for. This time I truly give up okay! I hanged my self, happy? I'm done.. I am dead okay. You can be happy, your life matters more then me. You are better. I'm a ugly slut
You
Can
Say
Good bye
For
Eve
R
X X
With lot's of death, Tess.
 
Whoa... Maybe I should ... Maybe this is a sign... Maybe I should... I'm doing it!

HEY GUYS!!! So I know this story is very deep but I thought I would try something like daT 😘 will amber kill her self 🔫. Maybe but prob not... But who knows.... Haha love talk 😘😍😚😇😎