Carter

flight complaints, condition?

I woke up in carters car?. I looked over at the time 7 in the morning. What's he doing so driving at this time?.

"Mornin" he said looking at me. "Mornin" i said sitting up, and trying to stretch.

I looked out the window " where are we?" I said turning my attention to him. " Well your obviously not safe here.. so.... I'm taking you to las Vegas" my eyes went wide.

" Seriously! Wait what about my stuff?"

"I packed it all up and sent it to our secret house..i did it while you were sleeping" i started jumping on my seat.

"Yay! What about the others?" I said making him turn he's head.

" There gonna meet us there"

" Are you driving there?"

" Oh well no! I ain't driving that fucking far you kidding me" he said i gave him a puzzled look. " Were taking a private jet Selen i just didn't want to take it back by Miami were damien could see or find us" he said turning he's view to me than back to the road.

One that's he's name i totally remember now. I forgot he's name last night.

I got knocked out of my thoughts when carter honked on the horn. I jumped off my seat when he did that. "Dame that hurt" i said covering my ears.

We got out of the car and made our way to the air port.

Once we got inside it was packed. We went through medal detectors and not surprising career had a gun.

We got to our jet or caters jet. It was so pretty inside. We set our bags down and was lifted into three air by the jet.

" This is so cool how can you afford this?" I said looking around the plane still dazed on how he got this.

"I have my ways... bitchy princess" he said with a smirk.

Sometimes i wish i can just kill him right them and there but sadly i don't kill people but he could be an acception.

"Donkeys ass" i said he looked at me and raised an eyebrow.

" Really donkeys ass" he said

" That's all you can come up with?.. looks like you got a lot of learning to do" he said shaking his head.

" At least i can come up with a comeback fart brain". Right then and there he stated laughing.

" That was just hilarious as fuck to bad your not funny" he said while stopping laughing.

" Then why'd you laugh dumbass?"

" At least I'm not a smartass"

" Its better to be smart then dumb carter"

" Who said your smart?" Cater said crocking his head. That did it

"I said my teachers said it and my grades show it!" I said with my blood boiling.

" At least I'm not a dumbass slot nor whore like you!" Right when carter said that i felt tears threat to come out.

" First in not a slot nor whore unlike you.. you don't see me going around hooking up with guys, and i only had one boyfriend and i don't want to even call him a boyfriend or ex because he abused me during our 'realationship' " i said stuttering. The tears were silently falling.

I saw carter look at me shocked " well why don't you go tell that to someone who dies care and no one wants to see your ugly ass crying!" He said shouting.

With that i ran to the bathroom. What was i thinking coming with him? I then broke the mirror. Its been a while since I've done this, yes i cut well used too until now. I started cutting when i was being abused by my ex i don't even want to say he's name to much memories.

I always did three cuts

1 for being ugly

2 for being fat and

3 for being called a slut or whore.

after my parents found out they called the police, and then i stopped.

No one ever bullied me.

I grabbed a broken glass in my hand.

then i heard banging on the door. "Selen everything ok? Don't tell me what i think your doing"

" wow now all of a sudden you care about me" after i said that i slid the glad on my wrist.

"1 for being called ugly" then another "2 for being called fat" then the last

"3 for being called a slut and a whore" each time i did that i want deeper and deeper.

I threw the glass to the ground and Scurried back to the wall.

I held my knees to me and my now cut up and bleeding atm close to me.

Then the door started banging louder and louder. My eyes were bloodshot red and my face was puffy.

"Selen OPEN THIS DOOR NOW!!" Great now i have to deal with him.

I tried to response but couldn't.

next thing you know the door was busted open. I stuffed my head into my knees to scared to see carters reaction.

"Why? WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS SELEN?" He said getting louder.

"I-i-" i was cut off by carter.

" WHO THE FUCK DOES THIS?" He said now shouting again. As always.

"Only stop-" this time i cut him off and with all my strength i had left i shouted back.

" People who get abused by one is there ex's, lived a hard life and have someone almost fucking kill you then have someone always leaving you behind, start ARGUMENTS THEN STARTS MAKING YOU FUCKING BAD AND CALL THEM NAMES THAT AIN'T TRUE AND NEWS SPLASH CARTER PEOPLE HAVE FEELINGS TOO AND SOME PEOPLE ARE INSECURE SO SORRY WE CAN'T BE LIKE YOU WITH A REP, AND GET WHATEVER YOU WANT SORRY AT COULDN'T LIVE YOUR EASY ASS LIFE!" I said breathing heavily at the end.i stood up And faced carter.

"YOU THINK MY LIFE IS EASY? CUZ BITCHY IT AIN'T I DIDN'T CHOOSE THIS LIFE OKAY THEY MADE ME AND MY-!" I cut him off again.

" YOU DID CHOOSE THIS LIFE BECAUSE WHEN YOU SAW ALL THE HATE SOMETHING CLICKED IN YOU THEN YOU STARTED HANGING OUT WITH THE WRONG CROWD SEE RIGHT THERE IF YOU WOULD HAVE IGNORED THE HATE YOU WOULDN'T LIVE THIS LIFE YOU'D BE LIVING ANOTHER AS IN MY LIFE I DIDN'T CHOOSE.I DIDN'T CHOOSE TO GET RAPED I DIDN'T CHOOSE TO BE WITH YOU I DIDN'T CHOOSE TO BE IN THIS FUCKING MESS AND I DIDN'T CHOOSE TO HAVE FUCKING LINUS AN-!" Shit i wasn't supposed to say that. God dame it why did i say that? That was supposed to be a secret no one knows about it only my mom.

not even my dad knows not friends or my rest of the family. Right after i said that carter calmed down.i heard footsteps walk toward me.

" Is it true or are you fucking kidding me?"

" Does it look like in lying carter?"

" Why didn't you say anything?"

" Because carter"

" Because why?" I could tell cater was get aggravated so i told him.

" Because i didn't want anyone to feel bad for me, and pity me i don't like that and i just don't like to talk about it"i said looking down on three bloody floor.

" Will your gonna fucking tell me now" before we sat down we wrapped up my wrist.

CARTERS P.O.V

When she told me she had lupus i immediately want calm. Why didn't she fucking tell me before? I would've been extra careful around her. When she told me why she wouldn't tell me. I pulled her arm " well your gonna fucking tell me now" before we sat down we wrapped up her bleeding wrist. Selen has a lot of explaining to do and i have lots of time.

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