It isn't much just drabbles of things I had come up with??
Start: 16/6/17
End:6/3/18
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Guys...this is author-nim here.....i wont update today and tommorow since the news hit me pretty hard......but im still shocked..and i admit i am in denial...in one of the many stages of grief....im so upset by this, i ditched the last few hours of school because i kept crying in class.
My crush calmed me down and gave me hugs and stuff to make me stop crying so...i gave him a fake smile and he saw right through it..and he made me stay with him until i felt better...even if it meant he would get in trouble... Non- couple relationship
goals right?...not really but he was sweet for that....
I've been listening to View for the longest...aand I've been mourning for so long that im tired.
Ill admit, im depressed and i am a cutter...but never often....i wish jonghyun would've had help..or couldve told us all....he left us all to soon....
A letter to jonghyun, our angel up above
They say god wants his most precious angels early.
He wants them to come home and spend time with him.
He picked you first this time on that day and at that hour because he saw how sad you were and decided it was time for you to come home.
Jonghyun, you followed and told him you were coming home to him.
'i wont let you down' that song lyric is so precious from your mv view...
Because you didnt let any of us down you helped us all through hard times.
We were all happy because of you and the whole group of shinee.
All of those fangirls that were literally crying to have you look their way and tell them how beautiful they were.
They are mourning for you today, they want to understand why you did it love.
But we can only blame depression.
We all saw how your fans were. Outside the hospital awaiting to hear the words that you were okay.
They heard you were fighting for awhile. But you gave up in the end, to tired of fighting i suppose.
When we heard the news we all began to cry....
I wanted to be an. Idol after hearing one of your songs as a kid...but it take hard work and dedication. .
Thats what you had jonghyun...Dedication.
You dedicated your life to making us happy, even when we all didnt deserve it.
We are sorry we couldnt help you. But if heaven would allow visits.
I know half of the world would be up there wanting to give you hugs and bring you back down here to your body...just to have you back. I have my own little picture photo in my phone dedicated to you.
Jonghyun....
You wanted to hear these words. The ones you texted to your sister right?
Well. Here you go love.
From a baby to a boy...to a man.
My loveliest angel you didnt do good in life... Because you did outstandingly great!
You were so awesome!
The. Truth is, we all wished the best for you.
And you got the best until the very end.
You never let us down, and for that we are thankful. We are greatful love.
I never wear dresses...but i will wear one tommoriw at school for you...its not black...but a red and white color.....ill make sure to tell everyone why i am wearing it on such a day like tommorow.
Ill tell them that a 'Legend has died, and that im celebrating him today'
If they ask who,ill say the "most amazingly great man in the world! The one and only kim jonghyun! One of my biases in shinee and the man that made my heart throb at first sight, the man that set my expectations too high"
If they laugh...ill show them your picture and laugh as they marvel at how handsome you were.
Ill tell them what a great idol you were and spread how you were an amazing man.
Kim jonghyun...we'll all see you later alright? Leave a place for us in heaven. Goodnight sweetie.
