It isn't much just drabbles of things I had come up with??
Start: 16/6/17
End:6/3/18
The Cover used for this book was made by my amazing unnie.
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Hello my lovely readers, i have yet to create a fandom name for you guys for reading this book.
If you have any ideas let me know! I camt decide still but i want to take my time with it real slow so i cant spend time with a few of my readers!
So, I have to admit now that after my successful surgery i am now healing with a swollen face. (Its normal ladies and gentlemen calm down 😀)
But i confessed to my crush while i was like stupid drunk off medication (i call it drunk since my mom puts it thats the way i was acting)
I didnt check my notifications anymore on Wednesday later on. He messaged me back and said that he had liked me for awhile and well since we are bestfriends. He said he had loved me (as a friend) for awhile now.
But he wasn't ready for a girlfriend yet, we texted the next day while he was at school and while i was at home. (Can't go to school right after surgery rest is very much recommended)
I had talked to him about his ex-girlfriend Alyssa (she accused me of trying to steal him a few months back when i hardly knew him). She stalled me on my Snapchat after i posted a photo of one of his huskies (cute babies may i add) and her and her friends continued to stalk me. may i add for awhile.
And i was there comforting him throughout the break up. I wanted to be a very nice friend and make him laugh and smile More than he usually does.
Well one day during a school musical students who paid got to go while others who didn't remained in study hall. (It was very fun may i add). And we. Both along with3 other of my friends played truth or dare and suddenly we started texting.
I his my feelings for awhile nowuntil it was my turn. (We played a mobile app of truth or dare) and i choose dare.
Well, i had to send my crush what was their problem with me. And we texted all throughout the play and Study hall.
He told me i owed him a hug and a kiss. I have him the hug but he kept bothering me about how i was quick and didnt take my time with the hugs. So i told him if we were alone later throughout 2nd lunch (our lunchtime together) than i would give him a hug and the kiss i owed him.
(My first 2 kisses were stolen by 2 other guys who are friend that i really haven't talked to since then since you know..they are horny bastard all the time at school and I'm not comfortable when they are like that.)
ANYWAYS! IM GETTING OFF TRACK HERE!
He knows about my anxiety and how i can't even walk around by myself while at lunch so he usually waits by the doors in case i walk his way to help me out.
Well we were talking more about the relationship thing and he accepted my offer of becoming my boyfriend. He said that it would take time for him to completely mentally heal from his lady relationship since Alyssa had messed with his head and dated his old bestfriend while cheating.
I told him as his new and very understanding friend that it didn't matter.
That i would always be here for him even if the world is against him. He said earlier friday (yesterday) that he had a huge headache at school and well i told him not to worry about me and to worry about himself since he was more important if he was feeling sick-ish. I told him i loved him (bestfriend) and i liked him and ttyl .
He texted me back before heading to bed right after his parents picked him up and took him home.
Since i take my meds alot when im hurting i pass out and have nightmares about everything i go throughout the week. And well he was in one of them today and im just so freaking scared that. He doesnt really like me and he is saying this to not hurt my feelings. Should i be concerned or talk to him about this? Im still unsure i dont want to add onto his plate of worries.....
Thank you for reading my long ass rant! It means alot....ARIGATO!
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