The fighter

chapter four

I sit on the linens alone with my head in my knees. Im so stupid. I hurt him. I hurt the person i love most. Tears pour out of my eyes soaking my long black tights. What if he doesn’t want anything to do with me anymore? I won’t be able to live with myself. Stop crying. Just stop crying you stupid bitch. I wipe my tears and slither of the bed. I place my feet onto the cold teal white tiles. The coldness of the floor made goose bumps scatter all on my body. I’ve always had a sensitive touch to coldness.
I scurry as fast as i can outside the room i was in, escaping from the coldness of the tile floor. I look around, Barely anyone is here except nurses. Something seems odd about this place. It doesn’t seem like it could of even be accepted to be a hospital, its just not stabilised. It should be spotless.
“HEY!!” a familiar voice yells.
I spin to my left to see Ben making his way towards me. I give him a small weak wave with a barely believable smile.
“Hey what’s up? It looks like you have been crying,” he says placing a hand on my shoulder.
I nudge his hand away instantly causing him to jump back.
“Im fine,” i scoff rolling my eyes.
“If you need anyone to talk to im here,” he smiles brightly.
“Awe how sweet of you ben.”
My heart skips a beat.
“Hey man! Good to see you!” ben exclaims bumping his chest into TJ.
He looks so happy.. How can he just act all damn happy? Is he doing this to get on my nerves and fuck with my head?
“Hello my lovely babies, its time to get dressed,” a young nurse with dark red curly hair smiles holding a small stack of clothing.
I snatch some clothing out of her hand and begin walking back the room i had just been in.
“Darling you took two!!” she shouts from a small distant.
I throw one on the floor carelessly, slamming the door. A chill runs down my spine as i replace my, cosy, fleece, hoodie sweatshirt and my long thin black tights  with a long cotton material hospital gown. I rush over to the bed and dump myself on it. I can’t hold the tears back. One tear drops, then their follows a hundred more. I shouldn’t have pulled away from him. I do have feelings for him, i have to accept that. I close my eyes as i hear the door creak open slowly.
“Celena?” i hear someone whisper.
Tears fall uncontrollably down my cheeks as i realise it’s TJ. He wraps his arms around me pulling me into his lap.
“Im sorry TJ,” i sniffle.
I place my hands around mid way down his back and lean my head into his chest. His hands slide from my waist to one hand in my hair stroking it. His warmth still makes me feel safe. He kisses my forehead.
“I was harsh.. Im sorry,” he murmurs into my ear.
“You’re right TJ, i do have feelings for you,” i say facing him now.
His face surprised i crash my lips onto his. He doesn’t hesitate, he kisses me back. It starts small but grows more intense. Its the most intense kiss I’ve ever experienced, yet so amazing. My hands slide up into his hair while he slips his down to my waist. He bites my lip softly and massages my waist. I get on top of him sliding my tongue into his mouth slowly. He smiles in the kiss making me smile as well. The kiss grows more intense making us swallow each other. I whimper as he lets out a small groan. But then a small needle prices into my neck..
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