True Love : Homophobic // {Seuldy ; Wenseul} COMPLETED

Chapter 17 : It hurts

[A/N] The format of my writing might be a little different because i'm using my laptop to write. Because, unfortunately, my mum confiscated my phone😭😭😭 She literally locked it in a safe and i've no idea when she'll return me my phone😢

"Wan-ah, do you have something to tell me?"

"S-seul-ah," I called out to her, my voice wavering with guilt.

"I'm sorry, i-"

"Is it true? Is it true that you're getting engaged to Jimin? Was it all lies every time when you said that you love me?" Seulgi asked, bursting into tears. A pang of guilt engulfed me. It hurts, and what hurts me the most wasn't the fact that she was crying, but the fact that i was the reason why she was crying.

I went towards her, trying to pull her into my embrace. But she pushed me away, and it hurts, it fucking hurts.

"Don't, don't come near me."Seulgi said. Her words felt like a knife piercing through my heart.

"Why are you not saying anything? Answer me!" Seulgi exclaimed.

"Seul-ah, calm down. Yes... it's true." I replied Seulgi. Her eyes widened in shock. "But, but we're not engaged, yet. And, it wasn't lies. I do love you, very much. I really do." I continued.

"Then why? Why didn't you stop your engagement plans? Why?"

"I-i didn't have a reason to opposed to the engagement."

"You didn't have a reason?! Was us being together not a reason? I have nothing more to say to you." Seulgi walked towards the door.

"No! Seul, i-i'm sorry," I apologised to her, grabbing her arm to stop her. "it's just- my parents, they don't know about us. I-i need time." I said, whispering the last sentence.

I didn't realise that i was crying until i tasted the saltiness of my tears on my lips.

"Time?" Seulgi laughed bitterly, "I've waited for two years. How long more do i have to wait?! Until you get married with Jimin?! Or when you bear his child?!" Seulgi removed my hand forcefully from her arm.

"We should break up." Seulgi said, her voice cracking with each word she said.

"No, Seul!" I grabbed her arm like it's my lifeline. "I'll end these before i get married with him. Please, just, don't go."

Seulgi held my hands and removed them gently. "Seungwan-ah, do you really love me?"

"I do! I love you, very much."

"Then tell me why, why didn't you fight for us? Why?!" She exclaimed and left.

"Seul i'm sorry! Please, please don't leave me!" I begged desperately but she left without turning back.

I collapsed to the ground, sobbing uncontrollably.

"Unnie, where are you going?" I could hear Yeri ask Seulgi.

"Are you crying?" I heard Joy ask.

However, i didn't hear Seulgi reply.