~~ Writer's block, but I haven't updated in a while and I felt bad :( Sorry! ~~
**David's P.O.V**
"What have I done?"
"Matt! Wait!" I shouted, going after him. I didn't want to loose him. Never. I just admitted my love for him and I already fucked up. "Good going David..." I thought, feeling the sadness and the guilt rising in me. I never felt such a thing before. I've felt guilt, but not as much a I did at this time. I truly fucked up. But I really wasn't ready... Who's to blame?
I saw Matt entering the bathroom and heard him lock the door. I sighed and softly knocked at the door. I felt tears coming to my eyes as my body fell on the ground.
"Who's to blame..?"
**Matt's P.O.V**
"B... But I think it's going too fast..." David said in a fearful voice.
I froze. Damn. I wasn't even thinking about what I was doing. He wasn't ready and I knew it. But I still took the decision. Why was I so selfish? I was only thinking about MY desires! "Stupid. Stupid! STUPID!!"
I got up with tears in my eyes and started running towards the bathroom. I didn't want to go outside, it was too cold. Plus, if David wanted to follow me, I didn't want him to catch a cold. I care about him. More than he thinks. More than anyone thinks.
"Matt! Wait!" I heard David shout from behind.
I decided not to come back. I fucked up. I didn't deserve another chance. I didn't deserve such a sweet and perfect guy... When I reached the bathroom, I quickly close the door and locked it. I took a deep breath and tried to calm down. I heard a light knock coming from the other side of the door. I started crying. I wanted to tell him to go away, but I couldn't. The words didn't come out. Then I realised.
I was to blame.
