'I never would have thought...
It would come to this...'
That is what I remember thinking when I saw my empty home. Corrupt of the happiness that she tried so hard to put together.
I remember screaming and thinking about how unfair life is. How miserable I was and the question always asked :
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"Why me?.. " I sniffed tears painted my face.
I laid my head down on her bed, and stared at a portrait of her holding the baby me. Then I cried some more.
I don't remember falling asleep on her comforter, but I do remember the horrible lump in the back of my throat that was making it hard to breathe...
Everywhere, ever so often, I thought I heard her voice and I would jump up and run into the kitchen but then I'd see everything still empty and bland, until I stopped hoping and covered my head under her blankets.
'Congratulations'.
That's what the cake had said.
'Congratulations'.
I had never felt so guilty in my life. How could I have behaved like that, think like that and be so selfish?
She already risked a lot for me but now for her to...
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"This is all my fault. Mine and my dream." I said through tears. Then I shifted my pillows to match her body and I held onto it tight.
'Never again'. I thought as I laid there. Huffing for a breath like a fish out of water.
Never again....
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I, Unique Lovless
RomanceUnique Loveless is a high school student with her head in the clouds. When she grows up she want's to be a singer. She wants to heal the world with her gift of music and that dream is so close. But on the day of her first audition for being a backg...
