I, Unique Lovless

Time

It's been about a week...but it still feels like I'm at the audition listened to the officers ever echoing voices, giving me more and more bad news.

"Eep! Eep! Eep! Ee-" I clicked off the switch from my alarm clock.
9:00
Time to get up for the reception. A lot has happened in the past week. I went to my first audition for my idol, lost my mother and started living with my father in a big house. I had also switched schools.

I have never been so lonely. I haven't sang a single note since the funeral. A lot of people showed up with their puny "I'm sorry's," as if I wanna hear that. Sorry can't bring her back to me, so why try. But I sucked it up and smiled and politely said  "Thank you."

The reception was crappy and full of crying family members I had never seen before and knew I would never see again. Then everyone went to the dinning hall and shoved their faces like it was more like Thanksgiving than my mother's barrial . 

All of a sudden ( well not really) because I zoned out during the speeches my father called me up to sing a song.
I sat there and stared at him.
"Please. She would want it." He begged.
I thought about it then hesitatently stood up and walked up to the crimson post, picked up the microphone with shaking hands and sang:

There will be mountains that I will have to climb
And there will be battles that I will have to fight
But victory or defeat, it's up to me to decide
But how can I expect to win If I never try.

I just can't give up now
I've come too far from where I started from
Nobody told me the road would be easy
And I don't believe he brought me this far to leave me

Never said there wouldn't be trials
Never said I wouldn't fall
Never said that everything would go the way I want it to go
But when my back is against the wall
And i feel all hope is gone,
I'll just lift my head up to the sky
And say help me to be strong

I just can't give up now
I've come too far from where I started from
Nobody told me the road would be easy
And I don't believe he brought me this far to leave me

[Hook:]
No you didn't bring me out here to leave me lonely
Even when I can't see clearly
I know that you are with me(so I can't)

I just can't give up now
I've come too far from where I started from
Nobody told me the road would be easy
And I don't believe he brought me this far to leave me

As I closed out the song. Everyone clapped like they always did and I walked back to my seat.

*Hey! This is your author fluffy bear. Please leave a comment about how you think the story is going and any corrections I should make. Please remember that this is my first teen fiction/ romance so I will mess up a lot. I'll try to update at least twice a week so be patient and be ready for my work. 😎*

P.s. Sorry this chapter wasn't very good. The next one will be better.