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Its only the beginning

He looked into the mirror only to see his reflection staring right back at him. It's was the day that he was going to try and make some friends. He  had never had the courage to do this but today he believed was the day that he would because he was getting annoyed that he was always alone and that he had no one to talk to so.

He picked up his phone, plugged his headphone in and chose a playlist that gave him a confidence boost. He walked out of his house all cheerful and happy, he could not wait to get to school ( which was a very big change because he has never actually liked school ).

It was a 20 minute work from his house to school so he set off a bit earlier than he usually would he walked down the streets all calmly and happy ready for a big day ahead of him, until he cane across the group of boys that he didn't like who were always horrible to him the. But he decided to put both earphones in and turn up the volume so That he wouldn't have to put up with them because nothing was going to ruin today for him.
He arrived at school just in time for the bell and he went up to his first lesson which was music which he didn't particularly like because he had the mean teacher and he sat in the place he usually sat in and did everything the same except for one thing and that one thing was that he said "hi" to the girl that he liked and to his surprise she said "hi" back to him. His face lit up with a great big smile he was so happy that she actually replied to him. Now this girl was special to him because he had known this girl since year 2. they had been in school together for about 13 years now and today was the first time he had plucked up enough courage to say "hi" to her in 13 years.

Her name was Alexandra. She has blonde-white hair that was so long that it reached to bottom of her back and her eyes were bright blue like the ocean. Her skin was so soft that it felt like what he imagines clouds would feel like ( he only new this because there in the same drama class and there teacher makes them do a getting to know each other circle whenever a new person comes to there class so last time a new person joined there class he stood next to her because he knew that he would get to hold her hand ). One of the main reason that he liked her was because of her main features such as her eyes and gave because he thought that she was as beautiful as the goddess of love. He was obsessed with her ( but not in the creepy stalker way but in the "in love" way ) the way she smiled was so cute and how here voice sounded was just amazing when she talks she has the voice of an angel, oh and I can't forget her laugh her laugh is the cutest thing that you will ever hear.

So for the remainder of that lesson he made sure that he concentrated on his work but he also tried to plan how he could introduce him self / what he could say to her next he was so excited that the girl that he has liked for 13 years actually talked to him. Even though it may have only been one word he still got a reply from her which was more than he had ever got from a girl ( that wasn't forced to talk to him Because they were in a group ).

The bell rang for second lesson which was English but then he remembered that sadly Alexandra was2 not in his English lesson. so throughout English all he could think about was how he was going to talk to her. He couldn't stop thinking about. like her beautiful smile and her glistening eyes and the fact that she was absolutely stunning and gorgeous. The bell went for form, so he quickly packed away his stuff and rushed off to form. Form was only 20 minutes so I guess that's okay in form he would usually sit in the corner on his own and put his earphones in and close his eyes. He would think about what a perfect world would be like.

His perfect world would be that he and a small friend group and within this group he would have one friend who he could talk about anything to and hey would be perfect friends, another part of his perfect world would be that he could be really good friends with his crush and once they were really close he would ask her out and he wouldn't get rejected that he would finally have a girlfriend to love and care about a girl that he could confide in. A girl that he could spoil and they could go to the movies together and Netflix and chill. his perfect world would be that there the perfect couple.

The bell went for break he woke up and went up to the special room that he was aloud to go and sit in if he wasn't feeling like dealing with anyone. It was his own little room to sit quietly and paly on his phone and listen to music.

2 hours later

it was now the end of lunch and he maths. Now the girl that he like was in his maths class and she sat right behind him. he sat in the corer of the room in front of the teachers desk and would usually sit there and get on with his work but today he didn't do that, because today he said "hi" to her and she said "hi" back and asked him if he was okay. he replied with a simple "yes, thank you" she said "good" he asked her if maybe thy could get to know each other and she said "let me think about it, i will tell you at the end of the lesson" and he said "okay". So he sat there patiently doing his work. he time flew by and by the time he finally checked what the time was, it was 14:55 and he remembered to ask Alexandra if she had thought about it and she said " i have thought about and I have decided it is about time you got some friends so yes, yes we can get to know each other. The bell rang and she smiled at him and said "see you tomorrow!".