The Flash: Julian x Barry || one shots

What more is there to say Barry?

Barry dropped his mug of coffee, letting it shatter on the ground. He looked at it and gasped kneeling to clean the hot coffee and mug pieces up. He couldn't believe the words that left Joe's mouth. He didn't want to. Julian was leaving back to England...

Barry's vision began to blur as warm tears began to rush down his cheeks silently. He cut his hand a few times trying shakily to pick up the mug. They healed quickly.
As soon as Barry threw the mug away and wiped his face he looked at the time noticing he still had little time to go to the Airport before Julian's plane went off. "Joe I gotta go!"
"Barry?--"
Before Joe could finish his sentence Barry was gone in a flash...

--timeskip--

Barry zipped threw the crowd of people in the port. Looking around quickly before zipping to gate B12. It was heading to England and people were just now boarding. A rush of adrenaline went through Barry's Veins.
"Julian!?" he yelled through the crowd. He didn't spot him. He thought quickly before saying "Flash Is The Worst Super Hero!!" and as though on the beat of 'Worst' Julian perked up in a raging fit running over to who said it. Julian stops in his tracks once seeing Barry.
"Barry.."
"Julian!" Barry ran (normally) to Julian and hugged him tightly. "Why didn't you tell me you were leaving back to England!" He put his hands on both sides of Julian's face.
"Cause I knew you would try to stop me Barry..." Julian was quiet though he wanted to say something but couldn't.
"Then don't go. Stay here with me. With the Flash team. We need YOU"
"They don't need me. You have Kaylyn and Cisco they're much smarter then I am. I'm sorry Barry but I just can't I have to go."

"Your running away from here like you did a years ago with your Sister's death. Aren't you?"

Julian looks away for a moment and at the Gate. "I have to board soon Barry. I'm sorry but goodbye..." He holds a hand out as he backs away

Barry can feel his tear ducts working again. "Julian please. Don't go there is more things that need to be said."

"What more is there to say Barry?... I'm sorry. I loved you and I always will. But I have to run away now. Don't ask me why I just do..." and with that Julian walked away wiping his own face from tears. Leaving Barry was hard but looking back was even harder. Seeing the Hurt on Barry's face was to much for Julian. So he didn't even turn his head he just Boarded and left. Without and other thing to say to Barry.

It was hard for both of them....

Want a part 2 leave a comment and give me some ideas why Julian left. I kinda just did this for the sake of Call me By your name. (Its a good book and I REALLY wanna watch the movie) See you on the flip sides my guys gals and non-binary pals!!

-Lopal Toaster