Something More (Hold)

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We arrive at the venue and it was sick. We are all currently chilling backstage just doing our own thing. I was just sat texting my older brother about some random stuff like we always do. Now I'll tell you something not many people know about me. I have anxiety. I know your probably thinking oh yeah she's just another basic girl who's just saying she's anxiety but I'm not. I went through a rough patch about two years ago and It was honestly the worst time of my life. I have panic attacks now but only when I'm put in a difficult situation or when I over think things. So yeah that's a bit about me for ya.

The boys finished their sound check and there meet and greet before the show and it was time fo them to perform. Chloe had just finish doing her performance and now it was Harvey to go on. The crowd go absolutely mental for him.

Harvey gets half way through his performance and it's time for personal. For some reason I'm so much more nervous than I normally am. I guess it's because these people know me and I dunno it's just weird.

"Okay for my next song I need help from a friend. Everyone welcome Ava!" Harvey yells. I walk onto the stage and the crowd screams at me. I walk and stand by Harvey's side. He gives me a hug as the song begins to play. I just bop around until it's time for us to our little routine. We both dance perfectly in time with each other it looked sick. The song goes Of and everyone cheers.

"Thanks Av you were amazing." He smiles giving me another hug. I leave the stage.

The show finishes and they all were amazing I really impressed. They now had a meet and greet where the can meet and take pictures with the fans. First the girls or boys meet Harvey then they meet the boys, I was just hovering around like a lemon.

"Ava come here." I hear Blair yell from behind me. I turn round and walk to him. "Give this to Rye so he can vlog." He tells me passing me his phone. I nod my head and whilst the next girls meet Harvey and the boys aren't talking to anyone I walk over to Rye.

"Here Blair told me to give you this." I say putting it in his jumper pocket.

"Aww are you his runner dog." Rye laughs.

"That's not funny." I say pulling a sad face.

"I'm joking come here." He says pulling me close to him. I wrap my arms around his body. He kisses my head before we both pull away. I see some fans walking over so I quickly make my escape to the background.

The show and meet ups finish and we finally get to go back to the hotel. I had no idea who was with who I was just going with the flow. So we get to the top floor and Blair stops us in front of two rooms.

"Okay So mine and Gingers room is down the hall. Andy Jack and Brooklyn you three can have that room. Rye Harv Mikey and Ava can have that room, your gonna have to share with one of the boys sweetheart." He tells me. The last time I shared a bed with a lad was my brother on Christmas. Gods sake. So he hands the keys over and we all split into our rooms. The room had two double beds a desk and a bathroom. Harvey and Mikey run and jump on the bed furthest away so I guess I'm sharing with Rye.

"Don't look so sad." Rye says putting his hand on my shoulder.

"It's just weird." I reply.

"Why?" He asks me.

"I haven't shared a bed with someone for a few years,it's just different." I say. He looks at me then walks of and sits down on the bed. I put my bag down and grab out my sleeping clothes, I walk over to the bathroom and lock the door behind me. I had a pair of Nike shorts and a tee that my dad brought me back from New York it was a large women's and I'm not large so I just sleep in it. I took my hair down and let it flow, my hair was quite long it reached the crook of my back. I quickly wash my face, brush my teeth and use the toilet before leaving the room. The boys were all sat on one bed watching a video on Mikey's laptop, so I grab my phone and sit down on the other bed and flick through Snapchat and instagram. Ya know your typical girl. Normally I would go to the gym but there isn't a gym near by so I'll just have to fit a fun in or something whenever I can.

"Who's this boy on your insta?" Harvey asks me showing a picture of me and a boy.

"Kai he's an old friend." I reply. I've known Kai since I was fourteen he was my high school boyfriend, you know them little childish relationships that you have. But we've stayed good friends since. His dad is originally American so he's always back and forth. He's not a bad looking lad actually, he's mixed race with blueish eyes.

"Why's he commenting heart eyes and stuff?" Rye asks.

"I dunno he's my friend from school." I reply.

"So he's not your boyfriend?" Rye asks. Wtf.

"No he's not why."I say.

"Just asking." He says turning away from me. Harvey shrugs his shoulders. What on gods great earth was that about?