Something More (Hold)

10

I am now 12 weeks pregnant. I went for my first ever scan and yep there is definitely a baby inside of me. My bump isn't showing much but you can tell that I have more weight around my stomach. I told my parents. And to my surprise they were okay with it. I think it's because Louis has had a kid so they let all there anger out at him. I am 20 though it's not like I'm sixteen and pregnant. The one thing they did tell me though was tell Rye. But I still haven't. I'm too scared. He's gonna hate me and so is everyone else. But today I am gonna tell him, I have a plan and I'm hoping it works. Luckily Harvey had invited me over so it gave me an excuse to go over.

I knocked on the door and was greeted with Harvey's friendly face. Harvey is such a nice person, he doesn't care who you are or what you look like he will always treat you with respect and be kind. That's what I like about him, he's nice to anything that has a pulse.

"Hello my best friend." He smiles.

"Hey Harv." I smile.

"I like that smile." He says giving me a hug. He leads me into the bedroom where all of the boys were. Rye was sat with his headphones on reading a book. Mikey and Andy were watching something on a laptop. Brooklyn was eating some food and Jack on his phone.

"Hello Ava how's it going?" Jack says getting up and giving me a hug.

"Hello Av." Brook smiles.

"Hello Guys." I say. Rye puts his book down and takes of his beats and turns his attention to me.

"Hanging out with Harvey now?" He asks.

"Yeah She is."Harvey says.

"She can talk for herself." Rye says as he gets down from his bed.

"Why haven't you been talking to me?" He asks.

"I've been going through some stuff."I tell him.

"Stuff you can't tell me." He says.

"I can tell you, why you getting so mad?" I ask.

"Because after that night you've hardly spoke to me, making me look like a dick." Rye says.

"A dick. What are you talking about?" I stress.

"You pied me of. Like some one night stand." He says.

"One night stand. Rye we've been acting like we have for months that's not a one night stand. Anyways you should've made more of an effort instead of being stubborn." I tell him. I can tell all of the boys felt awkward.

"More effort. I text you everyday Ava. Your a joke." He says laughing sarcastically. Is he serious. It starts to upset me that he can just laugh in my face like that so a small tear rolls down my cheek.

"Rye." Harv says clearly seeing I'm upset.

"No Harv. Tell me what have you been going through, it's obviously so important." He says being sarcastic again. Right.

"I'm pregnant!" I yell at him. Everyone's eyes widen. Rye takes a step back shock all over his face. "There are you happy now. I've not been talking to you because I've been crying my eyes out every night thinking your gonna hate me after I tell you this. And you being like you are has made everything a whole lot worse. So I hope your happy." I cry.

"Ava." He says going to grab me.

"Fuck off Rye. And here that's your kid if your bothered."I say slamming a scan picture in his chest and storming out of the room. Well that didn't go to plan. But at least I told them all in one go. I slam the flat door shut and leave the building.

RYE'S POV

What the fuck just happened? I have a child. I got Ava pregnant. And all this time I've been treating her like a piece of shit. What about the band? What about Blair? Poor Ava. I'm such a dick. I hold up the scan and see a small baby. I fall back and sit on the bottom bunk.

"What the hell." Andy says standing up. All the boys were shocked.

"I have a child."I mumble to myself.

"When?" Mikey asks.

"That day when you walked in and we were sleeping. It was the night before. I should've used something." I sigh putting the picture down.

"You should've That's a stupid mistake." Brooklyn says.

"Blair's gonna kill me." I sigh sitting back.

"No he's not. I don't think you should be bothered about him now Rye. Your girl is in pieces. Sort her out before everything else." Harvey says.

"She doesn't want to talk to me." I say.

"Rye, you sound like a dick right now. You've got her pregnant because you couldn't think to use protection. Caused her months of sleepless nights. And you can't even have the guts to go over and talk to her."Harvey says. Woah he's good at this.

"Your right." I say getting up. I put on a jacket and slip the scan picture in the pocket. I leave the flats and feel myself start to get upset. I wipe the tear that slowly ran down my cheek away and walk to Ava's house. Don't get my wrong the thought of having a child was amazing and I'd say I'm a sensible age it's just a shock. And we aren't prepared or anything. Ava is a dancer it's gonna ruin that for her for a bit. For gods sake.