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EPIGRAPH


"GOD SAID, LET THERE BE PAIN. AND THERE WAS POETRY. EVENTUALLY."

—IAN MCEWAN, NUTSHELL


"GOD IS IN THE DETAILS, THEY SAY. SO IS THE DEVIL."

—MARGARET ATWOOD



EXCERPT

"i thought God had teeth."



PLAYLIST


TAKE ME INSIDE SAMPHA

SUPERMODEL SZA

DOOMED MOSES SUMNEY

BLACK IS THE COLOUR OF MY TRUE LOVE'S HAIR NINA SIMONE

SOMETHING IN THE WAY JORJA SMITH

WOO RIHANNA

TWO WEEKS FKA TWIGS

FLESH MIGUEL

ILLUSION OF BLISS ALICIA KEYS

WHERE DO WE GO SOLANGE

COLD LITTLE HEART MICHAEL KIWANUKA

NIGHT SO LONG HAIM

BACK TO BLACK AMY WINEHOUSE

LONELY JAMILA WOODS (FT. LORINE CHIA)

FREEDOM INTERLUDE NONAME

HOUSE OF THE RISING SUN ALT-J

RIVER LEON BRIDGES



DEDICATION

Again—this one's for me.



WARNING


This one is going to be a lot. As per usual, expect a lot of sex (or illusions to the dirty), blood, sadness, and tense familial settings. There's also going to be hella religion involved, particularly Christianity. Please be aware that everything in this collection—more specifically the faith-related stuff—is coming from my opinion, my experiences, and my heart. I can't speak for an entire faith, or an entire God; only myself.

If any piece is especially triggering, I'll place a warning in the title. If you're not sure you can continue, please don't. Otherwise, I hope you enjoy feasting upon my emotions. Which I have a lot of, btw. Ya boy is a mess, man.



Wassup, wassup, wassup!

I know you haven't seen me for a while (I'd apologize again but wow, it gets tiring), but I'm here man. I just thought I'd put this up because 1) I'm really excited about it and 2) this is probably the most vulnerable, brutal stuff I've ever written. That's a lot, coming from a 19 year old who only really talks to two people. Sad stuff man, but anyway.

Thanks for being here. I hope you enjoy this new era of poetry.

I love you.


—jay.

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