Akitski (DISCONTINUED)

•Journal Entry Nine•

Journal,
So,I showed Jack what Linette said last night and he ended up telling Akitski and she sat with me and Amaya and Britany at lunch and when we left the lunch room for recess,Akitski asked me to show her what Linette said so I did and she read what she said and then she said that Linette wanted to meet her by the basketball court and she asked me if I wanted to come with her and I asked, "Do you want me to?" Then she said yes and while we were walking towards the court,she said, "I've gotten used to this,you know Linette saying these kinds of things,I really only dated her because I thought she was a nice person,and I was wrong" and we kind of just were silent the rest of the way to the court until we got there then she said, "There she is in a concerned tone.Then they kind of just stood there for like a minute and a half then Akitski said what's up in a please can we just get this over with tone and Linette said "Nothing" then they spoke for a while and Natile was super loud, and I was trying to pay attention to what they were saying and I whispered to her, "It's not a good time Natile." And then she made matters worse and started yelling, "Back up everyone!" And pushed people away from Akitski and Linette then Jack came up to me and he was really shit faced and started to talk to me and then Taryn came up to him and said to leave and he said, "I'm just wanted to talk to Luna." And she said, " Just leave! " and then I pushed him back along with me and I said, "Just stay over here with me and leave them alone to talk." In a calm manner and no one heard me except for Jack and we stayed over there and then one of Linette's friends went and talked to Akitski I have no idea about what though.Then Linette was crying in the corner of the court and Jack said, "She's just crying because she knows what she said was true and he started laughing quietly and I kicked him to make him stop.Then when Akitski and I were leaving the court,one of Linette's other friends came up to her and all I could hear her say was," Who said that Linette said those things,like who told you? " and then you came with Candy and Amaya and Britany had to say something then I called a blue jacket/purple jacket situation (blue jacket=bad,purple jacket=neutral,and red jacket=good).Then they left and I went back to Akitski and luckily she was done with her conversation with Linette's friend and she said, "I didn't tell her your name of anything." And I said, " I didn't tell then anything about happened by the way,I didn't think that they should know anything without your permission,and I just guessed that you didn't want me to tell anyone. "Then we walked silently to the bars by the door to go inside and then she asked if I was ok,Then I said," I honestly don't know " and then I asked her if she was ok and she said yeah and we talked about some other stuff that I spaced out on because I was just thinking about everything that happened,then she said, "Do you want to maybe hang out this weekend?" And I was stupid and said, " I might not be able to. " and she said, "Are you allowed to hang out with girls?" Then I said, " I was and then I told my Mom about how I'm a lesbian and she didn't take it too well but I will ask her. " and then the bell rang and we walked upstairs and on the way there,I said, "Are you sure that you're ok?" She said yes. then we were closer to the staircase she said, "I'm just looking forward to Friday I'm gonna be a teddy bear" and then I said, "Well I can't wait to see that." Then she said that that was the only time she would except hugs from other people,and I said, "why do you hug people and then don't except hugs from others?" In a playful tone and she said " I don't know,I'm just weird like that. " And then I said, "You and like two other people are literally the only people that I allow to give me hugs." And her face kind of just lit up and it looked like she was going to smile and then she didn't.We went to my locker and she said, "I'll see you later k." And I said, " ok,see you later. " Then after access,she was at my locker and said,"Linette said that nothing that you said was true. " Then I just paused what I was doing and let out a sigh and then she said, "Wait here,I'm going to go talk to her and I waited there for her and then Zack came up to me and said something,I don't remember what he said cuz I wasn't really paying attention to what he was saying.Then she came back to me and said," Can you send me what she said please?I'll try to text or call you. " Then I said, "Of course I will I'll text you after school." Then she left and I left and I just really hope that she believes me,because I told her the truth. Anyways I'm going to bed now.I really hope that things go well.Bye.
-Luna