•Journal Entry Twelve •

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So as I was saying before, Akitski said yes when I asked her if she loved me and It has been a long time since then (aka I didn't write a word until today, January tenth,2018.Yeah,it has been a long fucking time since I last wrote.So after she said that she liked me,she asked if we could go to a more private place and I said yes (of course) and we went to one of the corners of a court during recess (obviously) and then she asked me to give her my left arm and I let her see it and she raised my sleeve and revealed some scars from old cuts.She asked me why I did it and I answered her with,"Well,my Dad left my Mom a few years ago and I never really knew him that well but I loved him anyway,I mean he was my Dad and it was kind of hard for me already and I hardly ever see him anymore and the last time that I actually saw him was Father's Day.But that's not the reason that I did it,my Mom started talking about how he was a horrible man and he hurt her verbally and physically.And then her and I got into a fight,of how she is when she gets drunk because she just, well she goes crazy and starts getting pissed at Adam Adam is my stepdad and she just goes off about how 'My daughter is better than yours, at least mine isn't disrespectful.' and just shit like that and she said some really hurtful things,I mean she was kind of buzzed when we were talking well fighting,she didn't physically abuse me or anything,but she did verbally. " Then she said that my Mom was probably just trying to protect me from my Dad and she talked about some really sensitive information about her Mother and the bell rang to go inside and I said that I was really sorry and she said that it wasn't my fault and then I asked her if she was ok and she said yes and then she asked me if I was ok and I actually forgot what I said.Then she said that she would see my later and I said the same thing.That's really all that I remember for now,but I seriously need to arch up on my journaling I'll write them as if I was writing then the day that they actually took in that's it for now byee😊
                                                                                              -Luna

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