Y/n feels as if everything is her fault. Thinking so badly about herself, having only bad thoughts of herself and not expecting much out from others and the world.
Where being "truly happy and loved" is a myth to her. But who would've thought a per...
Y/N P.O.V Wow so many people are dressed up for Halloween at school this year! I thought to myself as I walked by with my friend, Sarang. As we walked, a particular group caught my eye. I of course, thought this group was full of cute handsome guys. They were so popular, fortunately... Sarang is close to them but being the awkward and shy person I am, I didn't really talk to them.
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Sarang:"hey let's go head over there!" pointing to the group. Y/n:"ooh okay.. let's go" hesitantly I'm already nervous because I have a crush on one of them. But it's meaningless because what are the chances of someone like him, like them, to date an awkward person. I don't think I'm neither ugly nor I'm pretty. But the chances of them noticing me are low.
Sarang:"Hey guys!! Are you practicing for your performance today?" Jimin:"hey Sarang! Yea we were just going over the moves to make sure everything is fine and in check" As every one else greeted with a smile.
I tried not to make eye contact with them, especially with Jungkook. Yea.. I have a crush on him. But I kept it a secret of course thinking it would be embarrassing if Sarang or anyone else finds out and makes fun of me for it.
Sarang is of course one of my best friends and i know for sure she wouldn't give me a hard time over me having a crush on jungkook but it's just me that thinks this way. I hate myself. My self esteem is so low and I only think badly of myself, thinking everything is my fault. It hurts. Being surrounded by all these people but still feeling alone.
Sarang:"wow I'm so excited!! I know you guys would do great!" Yoongi:"heh thanks but I doubt Namjoon and Jin would keep up"
I chuckled to myself. His savageness never seizes to amaze me and make me laugh.
Hobi:"Nah I think they'll be fine! I believe in them!! You guys got this!" Hobi smiled brighter than the sun towards them giving them a thumbs up
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Jin & Namjoon: "yaaah thanks hobi" with the most utter confidence and smile back towards Hobbie
Sarang:"I believe in you guys too hehe! But please you guys, try no to get hurt or anything" Jungkook:"of course not! We are beyond of things like that!" with his big cute bunny smile
