Y/n feels as if everything is her fault. Thinking so badly about herself, having only bad thoughts of herself and not expecting much out from others and the world.
Where being "truly happy and loved" is a myth to her. But who would've thought a per...
Y/N'S POV The rest of the day I spent talking to Sarang about what happened with Bambam.. with Jungkook.
We were squealing over what happened between me and Jungkook. I felt so happy about the fact that he was there to save me. But the disgusted thought, about the event that happened before, creeped over me.
Bambam stole my first kiss...
After some time I noticed Sarang fell asleep. I gently smiled at her and went back to staring outside my window. Slowly bringing my knees to my chest, wrapping my arms around.
I slightly took hold of my banded wrist and looked down to it. My mouth curved up a little,"... I know he didn't mean to leave this bruise but I'm happy that he did." I rather have this than being emotionally vulnerable and helpless, doing something against my will.
Burying my face into the small gap between my chest and legs. My heart ached with so much pain, my breathing hitched.
A tear rolled down my pale skin. "I'm sorry jungkook... you deserve better. Please. Find someone better than me"
JUNGKOOK'S POV Despite my negative thoughts, I need to tell her. I need to tell y/n about my feelings. I haven't felt this happy about someone since when I was young.. So I need to tell her before it's too late.
FLASHBACK We were neighbors at the time, going and having the same classes at school.
We were always together.
"promise me that you'll never leave me"
"I promise you! I will stay by your side until we are old. But promise that you'll stay pretty and kind for me. Don't look at other boys but me"
She giggled. We brought our pinkies together, promising what we wish and hoped for. It was another childish promise that kids make to each other, But we were inseparable so to us, we were each other worlds.
But who knew that she would leave me.. "W-what? What do you mean you're moving?" She looked at me,"my family is moving to Seoul. My dad found a job there.."
I felt defeated since I was only 7 and had no power to protect and keep her by me.
"I'm sorry jungkook.." she was turning away when her mom called her from the distance "lets go sweetie! We're leaving now"
I quickly took off my bracelet,"here take this.. so when I'm older i can find you and know that it's you"
"But-but this is your lucky bracelet.." "No take it. Please.." "Then here.." taking off a small cherry blossom flower pin from her hair,"take this. This way I'm not entirely leaving you. I'll come back for it one day"
Despite being only 7, she made me happy. I don't remember her name sadly.. I still have her hair clip. As I grew older, I know it was a meaningless childish promise, so it would've been easier to toss it away but for some reason.. I couldn't.
END OF FLASHBACK
Jimin:"hey you okay kookie?" "Yea hyung i was just lost in thought.. I need to tell y/n today, huh?" He smiled and patted my back,"yes..don't worry about it too much, you'll know when's the right time to do so" I chuckled,"hah thanks hyung"
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