Flutter | j.jungkook-

CH17: Worried

CHAPTER 17: WORRIED

Y/N'S POV
Jungkook came back from getting water, I felt bad that I took his bed away and that he had to sleep on the floor but that feeling quickly went away

His presence appeared next to me, he took my tsum tsum away,"snuggle with me instead you don't need that tsum tsum"

He wrapped his muscular arms around me, pulling me closer than ever. Where he is facing me and I was facing him as well

My face went red enough to see in his dark room.. I didn't know how to respond nor I could move

I couldn't see his face clearly, but I sense it so close to mine.."ko-kookie.. pst" I was still in shocked in the position we're in
He was already knocked out..

My mind started to run thoughts
Omo omo why is he so close
This is the first time... anni second? First was at my dorm 😫 but he didn't grab onto me like this..

Suddenly I remember the scene where he was on top of me, kissing me right before his birthday surprise..

I squealed quietly, not wanting to wake him up
WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS JUNGKOOKIE YOURE ALWAYS SURPRISING ME

I took a breather and my breath hitched remembering,"ahh no the second time was when I was drunk! Pabo, pabo why'd I drink?!" Hitting my head

I was uncomfortable ofc of our position.. it's not the first time but it's my first time when I was CONSCIOUS.. but his warmth and himself right beside me made my heart ache.

I knew I wouldn't be able to move freely
I wiggled down to the edge of the pillow, moved the blanket halfway up to my head
My face was still facing his front, I snuggled into his chest
I didn't know what to do with my arms so I put both into a fist, pulling it close to my chest where there's a small gap between Jungkook and me

His strong smell from his chest took me in awe
His warmth from his arms and body as I snuggled into him for me to be comfortable, made my heart race at ease

The warmth was physical and internal. It made me feel this kind, hot feeling that I can't explain in words clearly. It made me feel that I was the safest in his arms.

"Good night oppa..."

I immediately drooped down to sleep in his embrace as the night whistled in the cold fall starry night

JUNGKOOK'S POV
My eyes lazily woke up from my sleep
I immediately smiled at her as she was still sleeping in peace

Her face was buried into my chest and shoulder, her arms around my body, not wanting to let go

I moved down to face y/n

I stroked a hair strand away from her face
I could only stay in silent, filled with appreciation at what I was seeing

My eyes admired how beautiful she was
I examined every small detail on her

Her long lashes rested, her mole at the corner of her bottom side right eye. Her eyebrows that was perfectly shaped, her lips that rested peacefully and plumped. Her fair skin that took me in awe more than the morning sunrise

I could only feel the pain right after admiring y/n..

I only thought how y/n puts herself down for everything, appearance wise, academic wise, and more.. I hate seeing her feel the way she does about herself.. seeing her sacrifice so much for everyone's happiness and satisfaction

Seeing her somehow put a smile on her face even when there's a tough situation..
I know she doesn't want to be a burden on anyone.. especially me..