CHAPTER 11: DESERVE
JUNGKOOK'S POV
I finally managed her to get onto the white boat.
That way my hyungs can spot us easier in the night and know which way to push the lantern towards.
The night succeeded my expectations, everything was going smoothly!
Until...........
"I can't.."
That moment.. my breathing hitched and I fell into that pit of darkness.
Y/N'S POV
I teared up from Jungkook's proposal
My heart raced, I felt butterflies fluttering in my stomach
But of course I self doubted myself again... but I couldn't help but took everything he did to heart..
It was only a quick thought of myself hatred.
Everything was overwhelmingly extraordinary, loving and memorizing
"I can't.."
I teared up a little more
"...I can't believe you did all of this Jungkook"
As I brought my head down
His big warm hands grazed upon my chin, bringing me head up. He wiped my tears away with his thumb and gave me a soft smile.
He raised his eyebrows in hope and gave a small smile....
I was confused at first but realized i didn't answer him yet
I giggled and sniffled once,"yes"
Immediately he took me into his embrace
Slightly sighing in relief of my answer
"You didn't have to do this kookie.."
"I know.. I wanted to.."
Letting go of the hug and stared directly into my eyes, keeping his hands on my shoulders. I couldn't help but blush
"..I wanted you to know that you are worth something in your life. That low self love for yourself that is taken over by your overpowering self hatred, I will be the one to fill in that dark void."
He leaned in closer, our foreheads touching
"Because y/n, you're the light in my darkness. I will be yours and we can seek the road out of that hell hole together"
My heart skipped a beat again, I felt an uneasy, my core burning
I blushingly smiled of his sincere words
I made the first move, in order for him to know that I grant him permission
I leaned in and kissed him.
He flinched a little by my sudden move but kissed back. It wasn't those lustily kisses it was those short lasting, genuine, happy, loving ones.
Which makes my heart ached more
Momentarily, we let go of each other and headed towards the docks. Jungkook helped me get out of the boat and gave me his coat,"here I know you're cold" I readjust his jacket a little"gomabseubnida oppa"
We walked further down the dock and I saw a big group
I didn't know who there were at first until we came closer as my eyes went from left to right seeing their faces and gestures clearly
I was a little embarrassed, having the idea that they knew about us. I hid behind Jungkook slightly, as he yelled out,"AHHH Hyung!!"
They laughed as I heard a familiar,"Y/N!!!!!!"
My head shot out behind Jungkook to see who it was. "SARANG!!!"
I revealed myself behind Jungkook and ran to her as he yelled,"AHH SARANG! SHES MINE"
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Flutter | j.jungkook-
FanfictionY/n feels as if everything is her fault. Thinking so badly about herself, having only bad thoughts of herself and not expecting much out from others and the world. Where being "truly happy and loved" is a myth to her. But who would've thought a per...
