Memories From Yesterday [B1A4's Jinyoung Fanfic]

The Beginning of the End

You were sitting on a bench under a tree, deep in thoughts. And of course you are thinking about Jinyoung again. That place is your favorite place. Why? Because there at the exact place, the most important and happiest moments happened. Thinking about those precious memories makes your tears to flow.

You're silently crying when someone blocked your front. You stopped crying and opened your eyes. You saw a familiar pair of shoes in front of you. You slowly looked up and looked up and looked up until your eyes reached his skinny body and stopped right there. Staring at his broad chest with wide eyes. You can't believed it. Is this real? Is he real? It's him right?

After a few minutes of staring, still debating if you'll look up or not. A finger suddenly touched your chin and motioned your head to look into his face. The face which you're longing to see. The face which you missed so much. Your tears found it's way down to your cheeks again. He wiped your tears and cupped your cheeks and leaned in to give you a kiss in your lips. He part away still cupping your cheeks and smiled. Oh how you missed his touch, his kiss, his smile, and his everything.

"Jinyoung..." you whispered, you don't know what to say and just cry even more. "Jinyoung.. Jinyoung.. Jinyoung..." you called his name non-stop and you don't want to stop. Afraid of losing him again. You are very happy right now because he is there, right in front of you touching you. Jinyoung is on your side again.

"Shhh~ Baby don't cry. You know that I don't like seeing you crying. Please stop okay?" He hushed you. You nodded and stopped crying. You wiped your face using your hands and Jinyoung took out a handkerchief from his jean's pocket and helped you to wipe your face.

Once your face was dried from tears, you looked up again to see his beautiful face and saw him smiling at you lovingly while caressing your cheeks. How he missed touching you. How he missed your face and everything.

"Jinyoung~ I missed you so much~ Where have you been?" you said to him and immediately hugged him. Surprised at your sudden attack, Jinyoung chuckled but hugged you back.

"I missed you too, Jihyun." he said and kissed your forehead. He rests his head on your shoulder and take in your strawberry scent that he missed so much. "Jihyun ah~ I'm sorry." he said to you. Closing his eyes and hugged you more tightly.

"Why are you saying sorry to me? You didn't do anything wrong." you said to him and you also closed your eyes. Feeling the moment.

"I'm sorry.. for leaving you..." he said feeling guilty that he left you. He broke the hug and put his hands on your shoulder and looked directly into your eyes.

You blinked at him, confused. "No need to say sorry. The important thing is.. you're here. With me." you said and smiled to him longingly.

"No, Jihyun. Don't be like this. Please?" he said. You can easily hint the sadness in his voice.

"What? What's wrong?" you asked him. Confused on what he is saying. What's wrong with him? He came back to you right? Why? He doesn't want you two be together again?

"This!" he said, pointing out the situation. "Don't be like this! We both know that we can't be together again. So please stop. You're just hurting yourself." he said with begging eyes. He doesn't want you anymore? He doesn't love you anymore?

"Why? You don't love me anymore?" you asked him. The tears are already forming in your eyes. He's already there but why does he needs to go. Why won't he just stay there? And live happily like before?

"I do. But this isn't the case Jihyun ah~ We can't be together again just like before and you know that. So please forget about me already and move on. Start a new life... without me." he explained, hoping that you will understand him. He doesn't want this also. But he needs to. He doesn't want you to feel the pain in your heart anymore. He hates seeing you hurting and worst because of him. He loves you so much. Yes, but he needs to let you go. And you need to accept it.