games // ziam

ii. liam

we get to my house and instantly feel the anxiety in me shoot through the roof. i can't believe i'm actually going to do this, but wait. does zayn know what exactly are we doing? i was hinting at some stuff and he was too but i don't know if we were hinting at the same thing.

i don't want to end up ruining the friendship, but part of me wants to ruin it completely. just so i can have that one moment of bliss that i've been dreaming of ever since i laid eyes on him.

he's just so handsome. i wonder how a god can be walking among us and nobody notices him like i do.

"so what are your plans?" zayn asks and my mind goes blank. i can't think of anything. this is too much too fast. maybe i'm just overthinking the whole thing or maybe it's the universe telling me something. but what universe, what are you trying to tell me?

"we can uh...watch a movie" was the first thing that came out of my mouth. stupid, but we could just watch a movie.

"okay" zayn said and sat down on the couch.

i open netflix and start looking for a movie.

"shall we watch the ever so lovely, heathers?" i ask.

"hell yeah, i'm in the mood to see some murder" zayn said with excitement.

heathers is zayn's favorite movie. i don't know why, but i guess he just enjoys watching people die. maybe it has a deeper meaning? i should ask him.

"hey—"

i was interrupted.

"you wanna make out?"