It's all my fault

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Eren's POV

A whole week passed were I had to let Levi help me and I hated it. I mean I like him....heck I might live him...but I don't like being touched...by anyone it just scares me. I went to try and get it up fell onto the floor with a loud thump. My body aches, my chest hurts, and I'm scared....I don't know why but I began crying. I guess Levi sensed it because soon I heard his voice in my mind.

'Hey baby you alright???'

I didn't know what to do so I sobbed.

'N-no it h-hurts!'

'Calm down I'm coming!'

I heard multiple foot steps which means he wasn't coming alone. I got scared because one I just realized I'm naked and two I don't want to be seen or touched while I'm like this.

"Hey baby! What's wrong what hurts?!"

Levi rushed in and picked me up causing pain to surge through my body.

"Agh!"

"I'm sorry!"

"Levi"

That's Hanji's voice and it sounded worried.

Hanji's POV

I was talking to Levi when suddenly he zoned out and got the most worried look on his face.

"What's wrong?"

"Eren is in pain!"

With those four words we both were rushing up stairs to see Eren in the floor sobbing. He was naked so I waited at the door but I saw Levi struggling on what to do.

"Hey uh Levi."

I sounded more worried than intended.

"Get Eren dressed and bring him to the living room..please"

Levi nodded and I ran to my room. I know what's going on. It's Erens PTSD all the abuse he suffered and the whole week of being touched sent his mind and body into shock. And since he's mated it's physically painful. I grabbed a few blankets and made my way to the medical office where I explained it to Isabel. She nodded and grabbed some pain killers for me. I went to the living room to see Eren curled up shaking and not letting Levi touch him.

"Levi come here."

He walked over looking so upset.

"It's his PTSD. All his abuse and trauma has caused him to not want to be touched so the whole week of reluctantly letting you sent his body into shock. Since he is mated and has major anxiety, he is basically having a giant panic attack of not knowing what to do except it is physically painful."

I walked away from the shocked alpha and over to the now crying omega. I covered up hos naked body and gave him the pain killer. After a few minutes he was out.

Levi's POV

I sat and watched my mate sleep. It's my fault he's in this condition. If I would have just held off! Why and I so stupid?! I pulled at my hair as tears threatened to spill out of my eyes. What do I do now? He is going to wake up and be in such horrible pain....and I mean yea I feel it but I don't have his mental state of mind I can endure it he...he's to fragile. Tears ran down my face and I assume Hanji noticed because she cleared her throat.

"He'll be okay...you just have to be an alpha and calm you omega. Armin and marco did the same thing Levi."

I nodded. They did and Jean and Erwin had the same reaction. I told myself I wouldn't do this but here I am breaking down because I'm scared of my mate being in pain....I stroked his head and sighed this is going to be hard....because his mind and body are in shock I don't know how Erwin and Jean did it. I picked Eren up and put his head near my scent gland. He visibly smiled. My heart melted my baby is so cute even my scent makes him happy. I kissed his head. Hanji disappeared somewhere and I don't really care. It's best if we're alone when he has his panic attacks that way I can calm him down with out the awwws.... After a good hour Erin began to stir and Immediately as his eyes shot open tears filled them. I rubbed his back and let soft croons escape my throat.

"Hey calm down I won't touch you like that just breathe."

He was shaking and it tore at every bone in my body. It's my fault he's like this. All my fault. I put my head onto his head taking in his lovely scent. He calmed down and I didn't feel tears hitting my neck anymore.

"Hey baby you still in pain?"

He was hesitated and almost replied but Petra rushed in.

"LEVI IT'S MIKASA SHE....SHE'S BEEN SHOT IN THE HEAD!"

My eyes went wide and Eren fainted. Mikasa, our toughest...newest recruit and anne's mate..., has been shot in one of the most fatal places. I picked my unconscious mate up and rushed to our room. A shot like this puts her in a normal hospital. I dressed Eren in a long sleeve Christmas sweater and faded jeans. I then stuck a white beanie on his head and white ugg boots. I packed a bag of mine and Eren's things. We'll be staying over night so he can see his sister. I ran back into the living room and saw Anne a crying mess with a bag of cloths.

"Hey Anne...I'll drive."

She just nodded and we all hopped into my car. I rushed us to Wall Rose Hospital. As soon balls we got there Anne was pulled into a hug from all our gang members. If you can't tell we hate when another of our own is like this. A nurse came to get Anne and took her back to her mate. I waited untill the woman returned. She had really short purpleish hair with purple eyes and was some what short. She looked like a girl off of Tokyo goul actually. Anyway when she got back I beckoned her over to Eren and I. Sadly Eren was still unconscious.

"May I help you sir?"

"Yea actually this is Mikasa's brother."

"Oh! Would you like to go to her room with him?!"

"Yea actually if it's not to much to ask."

"Not at all follow me!"

She took us back to her room and I see the sweetest yet saddest sight. I see Mikasa holding Anne tight in her arms as she lays in her bed. And Anne clutching to her for dear life crying her eyes out. I tear up and walk over to the lay out chair in her room and set Eren on it. I pull out the fluffy blanket I packed and pulled it over him before I cradled him in my arms while looking at the pair in bed. I hope she'll be okay.

WORD COUNT: 1223

Alright guys I pulled through as much as possible I'm sorry if it's bad it's hard to write will so many emotions are flying through my head. I know yall said take a break but yall deserve an update for being so patient with me. So here you all go I am just gonna go and lay by my dad's picture now. Love you all till next update!

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