His Abused Mate- 📌Complete📌

Depression?!

Erens POV

I woke up laying almost naked on Levi's chest. I don't know why but I paniced. I tried to jump up but his strong arms wrapped around my shaking figure.

"Hey hey baby boy it's all okay. I didn't do anything I promise you."

His words were soothing and I settled, cautiously, back into his chest.

"Are you feeling better?"

At those words I realized I had the most excruciating head ache I've had in a while. I grabbed my forehead and curled into a ball.

"I'll take that as a no."

Levi rubbed my back and began picking me up. Soon I was laying on the bed alone and he was rummaging through the dresser. He pulled out a light Grey tank top with light Grey shorts with some sort of food all over them. He walked over with them so I lifted my arms. By now I knew the routine. Soon I was dressed and being carried out of the room. I nuzzled into his chest as soon as loud sounds filled my ears causing the throbbing in my head to worsen.

"GIVE IT BACKKKKK"

That sounded like Armin.

"BITCH NO"

Was that Hanji?

"Shhhhh"

Silence. I know that was Levi.

"What seems to have everyone panties in a wad?"

His voice was low. I hope everyone keeps their voices low too.

"ARMIN GRABBED MY PRIVATE WRITING DAIRY!!!"

I winced. There goes the silence. My head is killing me. I guess Levi noticed because he rubbed my back.

"Shut up shit for brains Eren still doesn't feel good."

I looked at Hanji and she gasped.

"Oh no I'm sorry cutie."

Her normal loud, booming voice was replaced with a soft, caring voice.

"Anyway," Levi interrupted her "Armin why do you want HER dairy back?"

Armin blushed before answering.

"Uh...it has a story...of...One night....when.....I....Erwin and I....um...."

"Had sex?"

Levi finished his sentence for him. Armin just nodded and Erwin chuckled.

"I don't see anything wrong with her writing about it. As long as she doesn't share it with anyone."

Erwin stated and Levi nodded.

"So then it's settled. Hanji can keep it as long as she doesn't leak it."

Hanji repeatedly nodded and ran off while a blushing Armin began pouting. I saw Erwin lean down and whisper something causing Armin to turn a darker shade of red.

"Hanji!"

Levi half way yelled half way whispered. Yet it was enough to get her to come running.

"Yes levi?"

She was still quiet enough to were my head didn't throb at her words.

"Get my baby boy some pain killers for his head."

Levi instructed while rubbing my back. She didn't ask questions she just did it. She came back with pain killers and a water. Levi set the pill on my tongue and helped me drink the water. Soon I was dozing off in his lap. It seems like I've had the freedom to sleep more often. I really like that.

TIME SKIP
Play the song now
"YOU'RE WORTHLESS"

"shut up"

"HE ONLY WANTS YOUR BODY LIKE GRISHA!!"

"no he doesn't. .."

"YOU KNOW HE DOES"

"maybe.."

"HE'S NO DIFFERENT!!!"

I jolt up out of bed. Alone.....was that voice in my dream right? He only wants my body too...tears...I just can't hold them back. Maybe if I died this would all end? No one would want my body right....I get up out of the bed, my legs screaming at me in pain, and slowly make my way to the bathroom. I rummaged through the drawer finding what I was looking for, a razor blade. I picked it up and looked at my already mutilated wrists....I pressed the blade against my skin and cut. The crimson red dripping and hitting the floor mixing with my tears. I've felt this pain before. After my mom died I did this alot. I continued to cut over and over. Some over lapping the others. I didn't notice the foot steps until it was to late.

"Baby boy!"

Levi....I cried more.

"Baby boy. Calm down its all okay."

He hates me now...I know it....I dropped the blade and coughed, tears streamed down my face. Levi rushed over to me grabbing the blade and putting it out of my reach. He went and grabbed a rag running cool water over it. He wrung it out and came over to me kneeling down.

"Baby, I'm not mad calm down. It's all okay."

His soothing words not soothing me at all the demons inside my head winning over. I'm sorry Levi I'm a horrible mate! Tears spilled out of my eyes like a never ending water fall.

POV CHANG TO LEVI

After Eren fell asleep I had to attend a gang meeting. I ended it early because I had a horrible feeling in my gut. And a pain in my wrists. I knew something was wrong with my baby boy so I ran to our room....He isn't in our bed. Soon I heard sobs from our bathroom so I hurried to the door. What I saw was heart braking. My omega was crying and....cutting his wrists. I ran in trying to comfort him but it's like all my words deflected away from him. I just grabbed a rag and wiped his crimson red arms. After I finished wiping them I wrapped them in bandages and picked his still crying self up. I rubbed his back and crooned.

"Baby please calm down it's all okay I'm here...I love you Eren"

His crying stopped but he still sniffled. I carried him into the main room after cleaning up the blood. Thank God only Hanji and Erwin were in there.

"Levi...what happened."

I felt tears form in my eyes as I went to answer Hanji...

"He....cut"

Hanji gasped and Erwin nodded.

"He did go through a very traumatic time...I'd be surprised if he didn't..but it's still very upsetting."

I nodded to Erwins fact and rocked Eren in my arms. He was still shaking probably worried I hate him...so I repeated what I said earlier.

"I love you baby boy. It's all going to be okay...."

Hanji held in a squeal and Erwin had a small smile. Hanji broke the silence first.

"You should monitor him....don't want our cutie to hurt himself anymore now do we."

Erwin and I shook our heads.

"Okay that sounds like the best plan."

I leaned down and kissed Erens forehead. I want him to be okay. I love him so much this is just heart braking.

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WORD COUNT: 1187 YASSSSSSSS GOAL WAY OVER MET YAY I AM SO HAPPY

AN:
A LITTLE OVER BOARD AGAIN BUT OHHHHHH WELL JUST MORE FOR YIU ALL MY LOVES!!!!!!

ALRIGHTY I KNOW THIS IS NOT WHAT YALL WANTED FOR BABY EREN BUT I HAVE AN IDEA GOING WITH THIS SO STICK WITH MEEEEE!!!!! I WILL WARN YOU ALL THIS WILL GET VERY EMOTIONAL SOON SO GRAB TISSUES!!!!! LOVE YOU ALL THANKS FOR READING!!!!

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