addicted | jisol [√]

Four

Hansol hadn't gone out to drink in almost a week. He still couldn't remember who he was with the last time, usually he didn't want to know their name, but he felt a different air about this time. He needed to clear his head, but he also needed to clean his house. "Hey, maybe that'll help. Clean room, clean mind, right?" He turned on his playlist, blasting Blackpink, and began with the unwashed dishes in the kitchen.

Joshua was trying his best to get rid of thoughts of Hansol, him and the pizza boy, Seokmin had become friends. But he couldn't help thinking, he probably found the note and threw it out. I shouldn't have even left it. Stupid desperate piece of-  "Shua? Dude, are you alright?" Joshua was jolted out of his thoughts by the smiling boy next to him on the park bench. "Hm? Sorry Seok, I've just been out of it lately." Seokmin's gaze seemed as though he was trying to inspect the thoughts behind the pretty boy's forehead. "You've seemed strange since we met, I'm still with you because I want to help you if something is wrong." Joshua was happy he had a friend like this, but still. "I'm not going to think of you any differently, just talk to me." Joshua smiled and took a deep breath.

Hansol stood staring at the empty condom box on the floor, he better have used the last one that night, for all he knew he could have knocked some random girl up. Maybe that's why he wanted so badly to recall what happened that night. He suddenly felt light headed, "Woah, dude." He had caught a vision of a pool table and soft hands grasping a tequila glass. Was it even a girl? Gender didn't matter to Hansol, it never really did. The first guy to catch his eye was back in high school, Jackson was it? But that's besides the point. He shook his head and went back to cleaning, throwing the condom box in the trash bag.

"So, to sum everything up, you have a daddy kink," concluded Seokmin. Joshua was startled, "Don't say that so loud! Plus I don't, I was drunk! Caught in the moment!" Seokmin smirked, "Whatever dude, I don't shame so whatever you have I could care less." Joshua sighed, "God, he was hot." The other boy smiled, "Go to his apartment, you remember where it is right?" Joshua was ashamed for even considering, he shook his head, "No. I'll seem too desperate, I just got to forget him." Seokmin was secretly relieved, how could someone hurt an angel like Joshua? Joshua had a feeling forgetting Hansol would take a lot, "Hey Seok, movies tomorrow? I can pay." "You're on my bro!!"

Hansol sat on his recently made bed, a small piece of paper crumpled in his hand. Joshua Hong. His phone rang, causing him to jump a foot into the air. He answered without looking at the contact name, "Joshua?" he breathed.

This is actually awful I apologize