Life inbetween Living and Dreaming GirlxGirl(Editing)

17.Feel the soul coming out

Brooke P.O.V

-Theres no shame in losing 

But there's shame in not trying.. 

Should I try.. 

Maybe she is the reason for everything.. 

Maybe she's my destiney  

Maybe.. 

She's singed with a record label and  

she even quit her job 

There just something inside of me.. 

That is so scared she might leave me 

This is crazy. 

I'm inlove with her. 

I love the way she's always clumsy 

The way she is shy and would never show off 

I love her sarcasm and her little dimples  

I love her cute little frown that she has while she sleeps 

I love her everything.But I'm to afraid of getting hurt to ever be admitting that-

I closed my journal throwing it on my bed No way she's ever seeing that 

It was finally saterday and the BBQ was in an hour so I was extremely late! 

Tonight I want to make things fun for Sarah I'm really happy for her and I want to let her see the magic in herself....Damn I've become a total corn dog for this girl!

Okay white skinnies ..check.Purple v neck Tank top ...check. 

Pink all star sneakers...check. 

Hair make up...Done

Sarah P.O.V

"Hey guys!"I said running over hugging Rachel and Danna I had one of the best weeks of my life! 

My label joined me at a gym and I had a personal trainer! 

Then they sent me to one of the best salons in town.I got my hair dyed platinum blonde with pink highlights. 

And if that wasn't enough.They bought me a hole new wordrobe I feel AMAZING!

"Hey Sarah..God you look so good!What the hell??"Rachel said combing her fingers through my hair.I had to admit I did look really good.They told me my new wordrobe would consist out of dresses and heels...Pink.Red.Purple.White that was my main allowed colours.No skulls.No broken hearts .No emo shit as they put it lightly.It sucked kinda because I loved my fashion sence and I felt good in them..But no pain no gain

"Hey Babe Sarah has turned all barbie on us"Danna said poking my ribs She clearly has not impressed. 

"Blah blah not true its just a better version of me"I defended quickly straightening out my skin tight white dress .

"I think you look cute Sarah"Rachel whispered patting my shoulder and walked over to Danna putting her arms around Danna

"Guys where's Brooke?"I asked

"Duno I think she just running a bit late why you miss her already"Danna said in a mocking tone winking at me. 

"NO!I just wanted to show her my new and improved look"I said smiling brightly I hope she liked it though 

"I still don't get what was wrong with your old look"Danna said again not looking at me.She was really pushing the wrong buttons.This was like maybe the 100th time she asked me why I changed myself for other people.She's a smart ass that's all she doesn't understand that my managers know better and if this is the way I have to look to live my dream than so be it.Besides I feel way more desirable in this look.