why me? // h.s

chapter: 21

CRYSTALS P.O.V

I'm so excited for tonight, he finally asked me! I know I like Harry, but saying I am excited and nervous is an understatement, but does he even like me back in that way? will he kiss me? do I want to? of course I do!

even though it will be my first ever kiss..

"Hi boys!" Liam entered the kitchen grabbing a bowl and putting some cereal into it, he sat beside me.

"Hi Li" I smiled widely, gosh I cannot help but smile this morning, I stood up to open the fridge and get a bottle of water out, sitting back down.

"You seem very happy this terrible rainy Saturday morning?" Liam questioned, I was about to say something different instead of saying Harry is taking me out on a date but harry beat me to do.

"I'm taking Cryssy out tonight, that's why she's so giggly and smiley this morning" He smirked, oh no, please don't do this to me. I didn't know I was being that giggly and smiley!

Thinking about it, I've never been asked on a date before, no boy would ever pay attention to me, now I got asked out by Harry Styles, somebody pinch me. Throughout by school life I was just with Oli, day after day we would do the same routine; wake up, go to school, come home and go over her house till my step father comes home from work, then I would get beaten up by him, good life right?

Couple days ago me and Olive met Louis girlfriend, Elounor. She has the most gorgeous brown, wavy hair I have ever seen, she's beautiful! also, we've became good friends since then and we have hung a lot since then, I told her about the date with Harry and she wants to go shopping with me to buy a dress for it, so me, Elounor and Olive are on our way to the mall now. hm, what do I get.

"Hm, what about this?" Olived pulled out a baby pink, long dress which had ruffles at the top, wasn't my sort if dress. I gave her that look and she hung it back up and started going through other aisles of dresses. Honestly none of these dresses are my sort of style.

"Girls, there's nothing in this store tht I like" I grunted in fustration, we headed out of the store when I saw the most beautiful little black dress ever, it was knee length and the sleeves were quarter ways, it was plain and simple, but to me it was beautiful, it was always a flowy dress.

I put it against ne to see if it looked like it would fit, "that's so pretty!" Elonour spoke, ushering me into the changing after me placed a pair on black shiny heels to match thed dressm if it fitted.

It fitted alright.

it hugged my curves which I never knew I had because I hated to look at my body, my legs looked extra long due to the heels and it made my bust look bigger, hm this is perfect.

as soon as we got home I jumped in the shower to start and get ready being as I only have 2 hours till we leave.

HARRYS P.O.V

I am so thrilled I finally had the guts and do it, otherwise I probably would never of had the balls and do it.

Right now I am getting ready, it doesn't take me long only an hour, I already had a shower when the girls left to go shopping or something, you know what girls do.

I jelled my hair back but ruffled it a bit so I don't look so posh, I put on skinny black jeans, a white button down shirt, black blazer, my brown boots and black hat. basically what I usually wear any other days I guess. But I added the hat to look more formal.

We're supposed to leave like, righ-

At the top of the stairs stood a very, very beautiful Crystal Katnis McCauley. She wore the most beautiful dress and her figure is making me think bad things, but of course I care a lot more of any other girls I've been interested in, but Cryssy, wow she is something else.

"hi" she giggled, pulling me in for a hug, the things she does to me.

"You look um, b-beautiful" I kissed her forehead, making her blush. "you too" she paused and laughed, "wel, not beautiful, handsome.". I opened the door for me before hearing a "use protection!" from of course, louis. I turned to Cryssy to see she had turned a rose red, she heared him.

After mumbling a 'dont worry' I opened up the umbrella before putting it above us, making our way to the car.

I opened it for her and running to my side of the car. The journey to the restaurant was short but was filled with singing and laughing to random songs on the radio. "We're so good at singing together" she laughed even more, "the best" I added.

Once we were at the restaurant I told the lady my name and we made our way to the table I reserved for us. Thos restaurant is expensive but nothing I couldn't afford, this is the best in London. The look on Cryssys face was priceless as she scanned the menu, "Harry this is so expensive! Why did you pick this place to go?"

"Just to show you how much I wanted this date to happen"

*****

The night was filled with randon facts about eachother, deep secrets that I haven't even told the boys and cliche moments feeding eachother. Right now we're walking in a park, luckily we have the umbre- "fuck!" I shouted as it blew out of my hands amd flew off. well shit.

"oh gosh, I did straighten my hair for a reason, now it's gonna turm curly!" she pouted, god she looked so beautiful with her dripping curly hair, red nose, and those eyes that sparkle whenever I look at her.

"I think you look beautiful either way," I spoke as I placed my hat onto her head and wrapped my blazer around her. "Thank you,"

I felt sparks as our hands brushed in the rain, I grabbed her hands, her small hand fitting perfectly into mine large hand. I wonder if she is thinking this aswell?

I had the urge to grab her waist and kiss her endlessly right here, right now.

We sat down on the bench, still in the rain but we didn't care, I guess we just liked eachothers company as I wrabbed an arm around her shoulder, leaning against her and she placed her head on my shoulder.

"I really like you Cryssy,"

"I really like you too Harry,"

"i want to kiss you so bad," oh no no no, I wasn't suppose to say that..

she leaned up, turning to face me, cocking her head, "who's stopping you?,"

I hesitantly cupped her cold cheek with my burning hand, leaning in, "no one," I said before gently placing my lips onto hers. The burning sensation burning throughout my entire body and I felt her kiss back, she placed her hand around my neck and the other on my chest, my one still cupping her cheeck, rubbing it with my thumb soothingly, my other placed on her waist.

I moved my head so I could deepen the kiss, making sure Cryssy feels comfortable with it, which she obliged.

We pulled away at the same time, gasping for air, pecking her lips a couple more times.

Walking back, hand in hand, she stopped, "Do you believe in love?", I was confused at the sudden question, but instead I grabbed her hand again and walked back to the hotel where we watched a film on the coach for the night, falling asleep in eachothers arms.

no I don't but I am sure Cryssy will change that.