why me? // h.s

chapter: 4

CRYSTALS P.O.V

me and olive had just finished our last class for the day (english), we walked to the 'love' tree, as me and oli would say because everytime we went there we saw people making out there, but thats she got picked up from, I always rode my skateboard home. I had been riding a skateboard since I was 13, me and oli both loved going out on our skateboards. I cant to tricks and shit but atleast I can actually ride it I guess.

olives mum has arrived to pick her up, I waved at sandra (oli's mum), she smiled softly and waved back with a "hi cryasy!", "hi sandy" I replied with a nickname I had given her when I was little. "so, i'll come over around 6 then with some films?" I asked oli. "yeah, anytime after 6 will be great", she began, "my mum bought us a double cheese pizza, just the way we like it", she laugh. "yay, pizza!", I shouted and got a few looks from people but oh well. then I rode off to place where was hell to me, home.

as I reached the porch I starred at my torn down door for a few moments before grasping the handle to open it. I startled when I heared the huskily mans voice coming from the kitchen. not so surprised that he smelt of liquor, a lot worse than usual, he must be oit of it. "cryssy, cryssy, cryssy" I whispered against my ear which made my stomach turn. "um, yy-es?" I didn't really know what else to say. he grasped my arm and began using his index finger to draw unfamiliar shapes. what does he want? why does he keep doing this? I cant help but think that I deserve it. but I know I don't deserve it. no one should.

he gripped me and pushed me against a concrete wall which was rough against my back. ouch. he trapped me with his arms around my and he began to rip my shirt off of me. what is he planning on doing? I began to fight my way out of his grip but he seemed to make his grip tighter. oh no. "you should never tease cryssy, not a good thing to do", he quietly said against my neck and now exposed stomach. he licked his lips before roughly slamming them on to mine. it was horrible. I had never experienced something like this before. I really hoped this wouldn't be my first time. please no. he pushed my to the ground and before I could fight the urge to move he gripped my throat and using one hand began to travel up my skirt. why did I have to wear a skirt?

"GET OFF ME!" I cried. "remember cryssy, teasing isn't good." he said before ripping my panties off me. he laughed at the fact I had tears falling down my cheek. why is he laughing? was a heartless dick! he forced my thighs open before slaming into me. WHY ME? it was so much pain, too much at once, it was horrible. the thought that this was my first time, it was forced onto me. its not love. I wanted it to be with passion, not someone forcing it upon me. I was so numb, why did he have to do this?

he was thrusting roughly, violently in and out, I was crying hysterically, he didn't seem to care, all he cared about what getting himself pleasure whilst slamming inside of me. he crashed his lips with mine again, leaving them swolen. please just kill me now, I cant go through this no more. once he had finished he slapped me. why did he do that? I couldnt move. I was in pain. so numb. so sore. I had to leave.

OLIVES P.O.V

where is she? where is crystal? she was ment to be here at 6 and its not 8? this is not like her. would she ditch me? no. of course not. it's cryssy we are thinking about. she would never do that. I was thinking of what might of happened to her with him there. I hate the thought of it. a tear strolled down my cheek but I wiped it away. I had to go to her house.

I grabbed my skateboard from my closet and headed for her house. it was only about 3 minutes away so thats good. I didn't want to knock on her door because I am truely afraid of that man. im more scared of what cryssy has to deal with everynight. I shook the thoughts out of my head while I figure a way to try and get to her, try and get into that house. thats it. I climbed up a tree thats in the back of her garden and thankfully is by her window so I can jump from the tree to the tiny balcony she has. has I jumped I landed awkwardly which hurt my ankle but im sure it's fine.

I tapped on her window. no response. I reached to push my hand through the windown where it was open a little to unlock it properly before opening it fully to step inside. she wasn't in the room? I checked under her bed, her closet, everywhere in her room before I heared sniffling coming from the bathroom. of course, she's in the bathroom. as I opened the bathroom I heared the shower. I was terrified to pull back the curtain but I did so. and I saw a crystal, still wearing clothed, but her exposed chest appeared, curled into a ball in the bath. I noticed the red water coming from her. oh my god.

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