The Unbreakable Series (Acceptance)

Chapter 4

I woke up and I am in my room. Bill must have brought me up. I head to the shower I get washed up then I look in the closet I decided on shorts and another t shirt and headed down stairs to grab a bite to eat when I get to the fridge there is a note.

Cheyanne, I had to leave early today. I will be back later have fun in the game room. Sir

I decided on cereal and yum fruity pebbles. I ended up having two bowls. it was so yummy. I put everything away, washed up and headed to the game room. There were a few games. I haven't played yet. I headed to them first. Before I know it, Bill comes in.

"I take it you have been in here all day". he asks.

I looked up from the game.

"yes, Sir "I tell him.

"What would you like for dinner"? He asks.

I must have looked shocked cause he laughed.

"To be honest I haven't had Taco Bell in years". "would you mind getting that"? I ask politely

"What would you like?" He asks.

"Nachos and 2 double decker tacos please". I ask.

He smiled.

"I will have someone go and get it". he tells me.

"Thanks Sir" I say happily.

I can't believe how nice he is being to me. it's strange but its way better when he is happy with me. about ten minutes later.

"CHEYANNE", he yells

I quickly get up and go to the kitchen the smell was amazing, I sat down and decided to eat my tacos first and then eat them yummy nachos. As I am still eating the nachos.

"Cheyanne can you please look at me". He says.

I lifted my head and made eye contact.

"I am sorry". He says.

I choke on my food. he quickly came over, pats my back till the food came out. He sits back down.

"I shouldn't have taken you the way I did. "I do feel bad for the punishments I gave you". "The branding I am sorry because I shouldn't have done it with you saying no". "being who I am I have gotten so used to taking what's mine". "That sometimes I forget everything else". "Also, "I have decided to let write a small letter to your family I will make sure it gets delivered, but I get to read it". he tells me

"Thank you, Sir, for the apology and the letter". "yes of course you can read it." I tell him.

I went back to eating since it had been two years since I had Taco Bell. He didn't say anything else. we just finished eating. I decided to head into the games room to watch a movie. The big tv is the coolest tv I have ever seen. I go over and search, I finally decide on 2012. I put it in and headed back to my room changed into pajamas grabbed my teddy and went back. I pushed play then flopped onto the couch. Once it finished I decided to head to bed.

When I woke up I knew I wanted to write the letter to my family so I went looking for a paper and pen. I found some in the kitchen and sat at the table.

Dear Family

I am alive and well. I want you to know how much I miss each one of you. Right now, I have accepted that I am here. Don't do anything stupid it's not worth it. Please don't put yourself in danger to get me. I want you all to have wonderful lives so hold me close and remember nothing but the good. I don't want you all crying over me. I want you to be happy even if it means I am not there. And finally, Matt please go be happy find someone to love, you deserve to be happy. You were wonderful and I cherish every moment we shared and I will hold you in my heart forever. I love you all so much.

Cheyanne

I put the pen on the table. I just cried my eyes out. I know I am saying goodbye to them all over again. I wanted to write a 6-page letter, but he told me a short one. I hope they listen to me and don't get themselves killed. If they try and come in here they are not going to last long. Bill must have heard me because he walked in.

"this is the letter"? he asks.

I just nodded.

he grabbed it and walked out. I walked back to my room crying. I walked over and grabbed my teddy, sat down and held in in my arms so tight. I just couldn't stop the waterfall coming off my face. To know I will never see Matt again. It Just broke my heart. I used to have hope, but that's all gone. I know the way out and I am not ready to die yet. After a while I calmed down, I decided to have a shower, wash off all this snot and tears. Once I got out I put another pair of pajamas on. I got my knees and said God please I am begging you let them have a good life. Keep them safe. know that I love them more than anything but I am not ready to die. I grabbed teddy and headed back down stairs. fuck it I am going to play some pool. Little did I know he was in there already.

"Hello Sir". I say.

"are you ok"? He asks.

"I don't know to be honest". "It wasn't easy saying goodbye again"." knowing everything I am giving up". I say.

I started crying again. I just went back to my room curled into a ball on my bed and cried myself to sleep.