My Poems

Fangirl thoughts

The first time I saw you,
I was in a trance
Spellbounded with your charms
My dull world was filled by you
You spill different colors in it
For the first time,
I felt my life made a sense.

I was so mesmerized
What have you done to me?
I loved you, but I doubt myself
Can you love me back?
I know love is not about being reciprocated
But is someone like you,
An epitome of perfection,
Can like someone like me?

I'm no beauty
I don't possess a flawless skin,
A kissable lips, or a dreamy eyes
Or an angelic face
I am just a typical girl.
But you are perfect.
I doubt myself for being like this.

Who am I to seek for more?
I am just so fond of you.
I want to see you ,
But the distance between us just not let me

I just loved every piece of you,
Even your worst side,
It made me blind.
You're emitting a light that lose my sight,
Yet I am not the only one,
Who is fond of you.

Around you are goddesses,
I think you deserve them ,
And they deserve you.
Not me, who is an eyesore.
I know I can't have you,
But in my wildest dreams,
I've always wanted you.

It's too impossible.
It hurts knowing the fact
That we're not meant for each other.
It's okay. I accepted my fate,
You are meant for the onther girl.

I just want to tell you,
I love you.
Even if you don't know my name,
Or not even having a hint of my existence,
I loved you.
I want your happiness,
Even if it means not knowing me.

You're an impossible dream.
I know, but still my hope is burning.
I'm in my nadir state,
I cannot make you happy.
This will be the last time,
I will say it.

I love you.
I loved you.
I will love you.
I will be always loving you.
It'll be always forever.
I have loved you,
My man.

Please don't forget.

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I just sounded like a pathetic bitch. :"×

I felt my overflowing emotions while writing this. What an achievement!