"So,, what makes you want to be my friend? "
"Erm,, I don't know.. I think you're cute.. Maybe that's the reason. "
He just giggles and smile...
I can just stare at him in silence. Not knowing whether I want it or need it. To be his Friend.
...
It's been 4 months pass our mid-year exam. Taehyung and I rarely chat due to busy. Yoongi also don't talk to much with me after the seat been change. I'm having a depression.
'What actually I want? Why everybody don't understand me? I want to spill it out! But to who? Jihyun isn't here. Minho also isn't here!'
I run to the rooftop to relax myself.
Crying.
That's the solution. Nobody can't see me. I'm hurt because of me. Me myself.
"Hey~"
I've been greet. I wipe my tears. "Gwenchanayo?" It's a girl. She bend down, and suddenly sit next to me. I am shock. "Nuguya?" I ask.
"Leena Kim im-nida. I'm 16."
"Nae, Park Jimin. 17."
"Ouh, I'm in your level. Which class are you? I'm from the first class."
"The third class."
I'm confused. She said that she is 16, but why did she is in my level?
"Hold up girl, you say you are 16. Why are you at my level? What's going on here? ●︿●"
"Hahaha! OK you're funny. I have been transferred because I am too genius maybe. Hahaha!" She flip her hair to her back. I just look at her blankly. "Just kidding. My family ask the principal to put me on this level. So I can't do anything. Just obey."
I nod. Understanding her.
"Why are you crying Oppa? Boy shouldn't cry. Right?"
"Ani-aniya."I shake my head.
"Aniya! Tell me juseyo~" She makes an eye-smile.
I'm doing pout. But I lose to her eye-smile.
"Fine! I'm just stress. Thinking that other students don't like me. And I don't know why. I just hope other people will know how I feel." I let out all. Crying even more. I feel fine after all. She tap on my back several times. "Thanks for hearing. My problem." I try to smile.
"No problemo!" She make the okay sign 👌. The sobbing sound can be hear. "There's there's. Let it out. It's fine. It's just you and me here. Nobody knows you're crying." She hug me from the side. 'Jinjja jeoahaeyo. Gumawoyo.' I mouthed myself.
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I stay at class and plan to go home late because I want to complete a building of homework that the teachers gave us. The class is too hot that I untie my tie and put it aside. I took out the mirror inside my desk and I flip my hair back.
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I look at the mirror and my reaction change when I found a folded letter inside my table. 'From Yoongi, maybe. But it wrote 'Vitamin' on it. Whatever.' I smile and back to work.
"Annyeong!" Someone get into my class. I am too lazy to look at who is it, But I can recognize her voice; it's Leena. "Yea? Wae Leena?" I put down my pen and immediately look at her. Stretching a bit.
She come towards me. Hug me from the behind. "Mwoya Leena?" I giggles. "Jibae khajja." Leena tell me. I hummed; "Nae, jangkanman!" I put all the homework and the letter in my bag and walk to my car with Leena.
The ride been so quiet. Neither me nor her did not talk. Don't have topic basically. I send her to her house and rush to my house. I want to enjoy the shower alone. The warmness.
I decide to complete my homework that night but something else had capture my attention. It is about the letter that I receive this evening.
'I want to read it, but the homework--'
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There. I'm sorry I didn't publish any part of this. I am so sorry. I'm not in my mood to update these few days. So yea, this is it. I hope you will like it. Sorry again (ಥ_ಥ) goodnight fellow. Jaljja!
