RM's POV
" I won't let that happen. Watch me"Does he really think he can protect her.
Why Y/N, why did you choose him and not me. I was planning to do this before Jungkook came back but that bitch came early.
Jungkook knew how much I liked Y/N yet he had the nerve to ask her out after I got rejected. Whenever they hung out with us my blood boiled. I always thought about how we cute we would look.
Flashback~
" Y/N can i talk to you" I feel so nervous" sure Namjoon" she gives me her happy smile that I adore
Both of us walk outside and sit on a bench
" Y/N ever since you come to this school, I couldn't keep my eyes off of you. You were different from other girls. I love everything about you... so could you do me the honor and be my girlfriend" I gulp and look at her
" that's really sweet Namjoon.... but I don't feel the same way. My heart is on someone else..... I hope we don't stop being friends" I felt my heart shatter.
" it's fine that you don't feel the same way, i guess I had to tell you my feelings". No it's not okay, I never liked anyone this way about anyone.
" I'm really sorry Namjoon" she holds my hands. I yank my hands away, I don't want to get more feelings for her.
" I have to go Y/N" I stand up and walk away.
You'll see Y/N......
End of flashback~
Ever since I found that Y/N was pregnant it boiled my blood more. And that Jungkook made us all leave because of his mistake. But I knew that once we came back that I'll ruin Y/N's life like she did with mine." Yah, Yoongi talk to Jimin again" I say over the phone
" I can't, Tae.... he killed himself"
" what did you say?" Did he really kill himself
" HE FUCKING KILLED HIMSELF OKAY? IM AT THE FUCKING HOSPITAL AND I GOTTA GO" he hung up the phone.
I fall on the couch.... Tae.... why did you kill yourself....
" TAEHYUNG" I scream, he can't be dead....
Yoongi's POV
I was going to Tae and I's apartment, i spent the whole day out. I was going to go home later but I had this feeling that I had to go early.Once I go to the building I saw an ambulance outside, what happened?
But then I see paramedics coming out of the building with someone on the stretcher... it was Tae.
I immediately go over to them but someone caught my eyes. Hana? I go over to her and she's crying. She's covered in blood
" Hana what what happened? Why is Tae on the stretcher and why are you covered in blood" I ask
" HE KILLED HIMSELF BECAUSE OF ME" She says and keeps crying. The only thing I could do was hug her but I also started crying.
I've known Tae for most of my life yet I never knew he was going to do this.....
" are you both coming in?" I see a paramedic ask us and we nod our head. We run inside and sit, i look at Tae and his eyes are closed. He looks so at peace....
I couldn't hold it any longer and hug his lifeless body. " WHY TAE WHY" I shout and kept crying. I someone hug me and it was Hana.
" it's going to be okay Yoongi-ssi" she says, I let go of Tae and hug her back. I really needed someone and that someone is Hana.....
Hana's POV
I wasn't expecting to see Yoongi but I'm glad I did. We are both suffering from Tae dying and we needed someone. I hugged him because I knew he needed to feel like he had support.Surprisingly he hugs me back, we are both crying in each other's embrace. I haven't seen him in years yet this felt normal.
We both get to the hospital and they make us stay in the waiting room.
" I'm sorry Tae... I should've known you were going through something.... yet I left you alone today.... today was your last day on this earth... please forgive me..." I hear Yoongi.... he sounded so sad... it hurt..
" it's going to be okay" I try to say yet I was lying to myself. This was all my fault....
" HOW DO YOU KNOW HUH? YOU DIDN'T LIVE WITH HIM FOR YEARS! YOU WERE JUST A GIRLFRIEND" he shouts at me. I was a bit shocked but it was all true... I was just a girlfriend...
I lower my head down.... tears were coming down my face.
" I-I'm Sorry i didn't mean that I Ju-" i cut him off
" all that you said was true, I was just a girlfriend." I say
" look at me" he says but I keep my head lowered. He then with his finger holds my chin up
" I'm sorry Hana. I'm just trying to get all of this in my head. I jut miss him" he looks at me in the eyes.
I had the urge to kiss him... i needed someone.... i needed him. I even shocked myself when I held Yoongi's cheeks and smashed my lips with his.
He then started to kiss me back but the kiss was soft. I let go because it felt wrong yet right.
" I'm sorry I didn't mean to-" I start saying but he stands up and leaves.
" kiss you" I finish the sentence but he's already gone.
"FUCK WHY CAN I NEVER DO ANYTHING RIGHT" I shout
Jungkook's POV
I wake up on the couch, and I get up and stretch."Junho!" I call out but no response. Maybe he's still asleep. I walk to my room but the door is open, I thought I closed it last night.
I open the door and Junho isn't on the bed. I start getting worried but maybe he's just playing around.
" come out Junho! I'm not playing any games" I shout but again nothing.
I start panicking and I open every door in my apartment but he's nowhere. I check the kitchen and I find a note
Don't tell the police about this or he'll die. Got it Jeon Jungkook? I'll tell you the next step soon, maybe you'd want to inform Y/N? -RM
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5 years without you//J.JK
FanfictionWhat happens after one left 5 years ago and returns. He left her broken, sad, hurt, and disappointed. But it wasn't easy on his side either, he had to leave the one he loved. ~ completed~ Start: 12/2/17 End: 1/1/18