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I walked home, my body almost giving ut on me only a few times. Having just gone through the most tramatic experience of my life, i probably look like hell which totally explais the looks people are giving me.
Finally reaching home I realize im gonna have to tell someone soon. I took a long and crawled/dragged myself into my bed hoping just maybe i wont wake up.
The next few months are a blur. Depression, weight gain, and therepy is what that experience left behind. My Crazy therapist says I have to tell the truth of what really happened to me, my reply is always the same " I know the truth, thats all that matters".
Ok i was raped but thats bot even my problem anymore, I was very suspitious to the fact that ther was a life force growing inaode me and its way too late to get rid of it.
Don't get me wrong having the baby wasn't my problem im actually excited for that. But ove the baby comes everyone will know who the father is, his genes are too strong for anyone not to know.
I went to the doctor too and apperently ............ im having a boy.
- Chastidy Amelia Martins
