"Im Okay"

Chapter 2

I wish I could lock my self up and never come out. Just sit in the corner of my room and listen to my music rocking back and forth telling myself "it's not true those words aren't true". I slowly pick up a blade and harm myself until my hands go numb and I can only see shadows and shades of darkness until I completely go out and the darkness becomes full. All I hear is faded noise of my name being called out, I'm unable to open my eyes clearly but I get a glimpse of your falling tears splash my face I see the pain your going through that I caused, if it wasn't for me this wouldn't happen. I remember all the good moments we had, the time you threw me in the lake, the time you held me until my bloody tears stopped the time you told me everything would be okay and the time I said I'm okay and you looked me in the eyes and said "tell me the truth". The last moment i have is a long beep noise from the machine next to me and the doctor saying "I'm sorry" I knew she wasn't she was just doing her job she pulled the cover over my face and left the room all I heard was his cry harder and harder and saying " no no bring her back bring my baby back it's not over it's not over please please ple" he couldn't even finish the sentence before crying out " I love you okay I love you you can't be gone come back to me I'm going to see you again real soon"...I realized that I became another angel suicide brings........