Dear Jonah
I am completely overwrought.
I have just found out that Channing was not in love with me, but rather someone else. I need you right now, I know you're with your girlfriend, but please Jonah, won't you help me?
Of course not, you don't know how.
Jonah, just try, please. You're all I have left and my mind can't engross all the information I have received.
I've messaged you and you haven't read it yet.. oh wait, you've seen it.... you're typing.
"I'm sorry"
That's what you said Jonah. You knew I couldn't be alone because of you and then I actually got attached because you couldn't love me and all you could say to comfort me is "I'm sorry" ?
This is your fault. I couldn't handle the idea of you loving someone else, someone better than I am, than I'll ever be, so I tried loving someone else to get you out of my head.
This is your fault. You knew what I was doing was wrong and you didn't stop me.
This is your fault. If you had just told me that you loved me too, I wouldn't be here in my bed crying my eyes out because someone I started to love, other than you, was gone, like you are Jonah.
When I said you were all I had left, only moments later did I realize, you had left long before that moment. I had been alone the whole time. I was alone in your company.
But you tried your best, right?
Well, you tried the best you could in your mind.
In my mind you could've tried harder, you wouldn't be stuck in a dead end relationship and I wouldn't be in hysterics.
Nonetheless, I can't stop loving you, I don't think anyone can, you seem to have a glamour in your eyes that drags someone down into an abyss of isolation, insanity, depression, that no one can seem to escape.
So here I sit listening to the same sad songs on repeat, waiting for you to say something more
Dear Jonah
Please come back.
YOU ARE READING
Dear Jonah.
Novela Juvenil"Dear Jonah. Here's a book about all of you I never said. All of me I never told you. And all of us that never was. As I lay in my bed at the hospital I send you the letters I wrote to you. Dear Jonah. Here's your book." An old woman on the verge...
