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McKenzie prov

nick grabbed some of my bags as we made our way down stairs. he had already loaded his in his car. grabbing the remainder of my bags I quickly followed him down the stairs towards the front door. their bill and mom waited for us to be out.

I couldn't look at bill. not once. when I looked at mom she had tears in her eyes but she held them back. she showed no feelings towards me. how could she? I was her biggest disappoint meant.

we reached the front door with our belongings and their I said my good byes but go no responses back. I decided to keep walking other wise id probably say something I don't mean or fall to the ground and cry begging them to let us come back. as good as the second option sounded I keep walking to the car and loaded my bags into the back.

"I can't believe you dad! your kicking  her out for my mistakes! what the f**K you sick b****d! shes not even your daughter!"

"get the f**k away from me nick I don't want to ever see you again neither does kacy. don't you or McKenzie ever come back hear do you under stand me! not ever!"

"dad I just don't understand you guys said you wanted us to be happy how is this making us happy!?"

"we also said their would be consequences and this is one of them! now leave!"

nick turned around and started to walk towards me but not before he gave his dad a look of pure hate. I mean if looks could kill nick could of sent his dad into an early grave. he loaded the other bags into the back like I had done perversely.

we both jumped into the car. nick in the drivers seat and me in shot gun. I let the tears flow once again as we pulled out the drive way of my once called home now just an other place were people lived on a normal street. I didn't know where we would go as long as it was away from their.

about five minutes into the drive the silence that was hanging around broke when nick spoke up.

"im so sorry McKenzie I would get it if you don't want to be with me I wouldn't blame you.."

"are you kidding me nick, I just spent the last hour fitting with my friends and family for you ok. I want to be with you I wouldn't change it for the world now stop apologizing"

"geez hun" he said with a smirk and I had to laugh. I know I wouldn't probably see my mom for a while but I didn't really care to be honest because I was with the guy that I fell in love with and nothing and I mean nothing will take that away from me too.

"do you want to say good bye to jake and jess?"

I looked at him with an odd expression and he gave me a sigh. "I don't have any where for us to stay in this town so I thought we would go back to mine"

"wait whoa... whoa slow down their mate you have your own place?"

"yeah I do but its in the city"

"so why are you sorry let me correct that why were you living with us?"

"well I wasn't planning to stay with you I was only going to stay for the weekend but when I met you I couldn't leave so I spoke to bill and he said I can move in so I did. that way I could see you every day"

"nawwww your so cute"

"so they tell me"

"hey don't get cocky with me mister"

"but that's my specialty miss"

"ahahahah"

"so do you want to say good bye to jake and jess?"

"yeah I guess"

we drove to the other end of town where my best friend lived. I new they would be their cause I texted jake. luckily he replied. we pulled up on my best friends drive way for maybe the last time for a while. I jumped out the car and ran to the door. half way their the door opened reviling jake he was crying.

I jumped into his arms and he caught me crushing me in a deadly hug. we didn't let ago for a while we both just needed the comfort of each other. we moved out the way of the door so people could walk past. when we pulled apart jake was still crying so I wiped away his tears with my jacket sleave and gave him a smile.

"all I want McKenzie is for you to be happy ok. im not mad at you not at all the reason why we left cause we knew you guys would need to talk with your parents in privacy. im so sorry"

"jake its fine but theirs something you need to know" I looked past him to see jess and kyle standing their looking at me and jake.

"you all need to know"

I found my self sitting on jakes sofa with the rest of them. I texted nick and told him I might be a while he said it was fine and that he was just gonna work something's out and that he will be waiting in the car for when im done.

"what do we need to know McKenzie?" jess asked. moment of truth I had to tell them. I took a deep breath in then let it out.

"im leaving" I say. jake and jess gasped and kyle let out a small cry.

"what why?"

"bill and mom kicked me and nick out" I said answering jakes question. it remanded silent for a minute then jess and jake both ran to me taking me into their arms. we were all crying now. no one spoke not a word. we were all to scared about what to say.

"I. love. you. McKenzie. don't ever forget that you hear me!"

"I love you to jake and I want forget that"

"hey I love you too" jess added and we all busted into laughter.

"im gonna miss you so much guys" I say as the tears fall again. ive cried so much today im amazed their are still tears left in me.

"we're gonna miss ya too"

"yeh we are" kyle said. I turned to look at him and he gave me a small smile. I returned the favour back.

"where are you moving too?" jake asked

"to the city, nick has a place their and it gives mom and bill space to figure out the mistake they have made" I say with a hint of sadness and anger in my voice.

20 minutes later I found my self in nicks car waving good bye to the people I love and would cherish forever. we then started are drive towards the city. I had to find a way to kill seven hours of driving. this was gonna be fun.

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