My Dark Side (Wattys2018) DISCONTINUED*sadly

Chapter 9: My life is already Hell

Seems that even though I told about the danger of their relationship Beth went ahead and is now with him. People might think am jealous but am not. Yes I want to be happy and have a boyfriend, settle down and have a family. But I would be sure of the guy that I would end up with..if he was my other better half or not.

Am glad Beth is happy and that she is with the person she likes however I don't want her to regret it...thing's could change so fast in a matter of year's, months,weeks,days' or even in minutes.

But like in the paper where Josh wrote..he was right so I would leave her to it. If she wanted to make mistakes then she could go ahead and do them but she had no right to accuse me of being jealous. I had Damien for God's sake.

Wait?!

Damien? Why did I even think about him? He was a stranger and a stalker for Gods sake even if he is trying to help me out.

In this 2 meetings so much was revealed before me...that he knew more about the world than me..but when I mean the world I mean.....what's beyond what we can see, that we can understand. Through myths and legend's now that I think of it.

What if it was all actually true? Yes I had made up my mind about Ben being not human but if it was actually fragments of my imagination?

This thought's accompanied me through the research of those creatures on the paper Damien gave me.

At first I would stare at the screen of my computer that was on google search.My hand's touching the keyboard but unable to actually bring myself to write what I pretended to search. Then I would glanced down a few times to the piece of paper with Damien's hand writing that was opened beside my leg has I was sitting on the bed cross legged.

Then a thought made sure to scream to get my attention in my mind. It was only research. It wouldn't hurt anyone if I searched it and it was a way of my acknowledge to grow too, and that was a bonus the only thing was that it would surely hurt my pride. Why? Well because I believe no talking to stranger's method and there's never a good thing coming out of it..ok in school or college , Uni is very different even at work is ok but on the streets? Ya something is bound to happen.

Letting out a breath I researched.

Now I was currently searching the first supernatural being. Angel's.

Pictures of winged people where all over the internet, Photoshop's , even drawing's that where digitized and drawn better.  Scrolling down I found what I supposed was looking for..

It lead me to a website full of information on supernatural creatures and what they did and what they'were. What I was looking for where the angel's but it had more than what was on the paper.

Thunderbird's, Valkyries, Vampire's, Wendigo's , Wraith, Grim reaper's, Pegasus, Pixie's, Sasquatch, Satyr, Scylla, Sea monster', Sea goat, Shade, Doppelganger, Basilisk, Black dog and so many more that I lost count.

Pictures that called my attention on each one of them that made me actually excited to research and know about the supernatural world.

Scrolling down I found the Angel's section and read what was written in bold and beautiful letter's. 

"Angel's"

Spiritual being's who act as intermediates between God and Human's. 

Their role may be to teach, command or to inform individual's of their destinies. Angel's may also act to protect or help people.

My eyes widen. Now that was really interesting. I wonder how many angel's are there in the world, if I had a guardian angel....I would never had to suffer again, that was for sure.