"I love you"
"......"
I ran away. Not because I wanted to reject him, but because I thought he was going to hurt me again like 'he' did.
In which Yoongi is afraid to love again.
I woke up to the sound of my alarm. I groaned and turned it off. Another day of facing a bunch of dumb idiots, I thought to myself. I made my way to bathroom to get myself ready. As I got out, Namjoon was looking through my clothes. "Uh can i help you?" I rolled my eyes. He turned around, " I just came over to borrow your grey hoodie. By the way Grandmom said to hurry up or else we'll be late." And with that he left.
I decided to wear an oversized black hoodie with ripped jeans. As I was changing my thoughts wondered to Namjoon and Grandma. I will forever be greatful for them. They saved me from hell. My thoughts were interrupted when Namjoon yelled from downstairs "Yoongi! Hurry the fuck up! I'm going to leave without you!" I sighed. I grabbed my backpack and keys and headed downstairs. "Morning Grandma." I greeted her. "Ah, hello yoon. Namjoon left, Im afraid you'll have to skip breakfast" she said with a sad face. " eh it's okay. I'm not hungry anyway bye" "Goodbye yoongi. Take care!" I replied with a nod and a small smile.
I quickly made my way to the bus stop. But as I was getting closer I suddenly stopped. Namjoon was hugging a boy and then gave him a quick kiss on the lips. I felt my eyes get wide. I quickly made my way to him. "oh yoongi, you made it. Finally" I rolled my eyes at him. "This is my...friend Jin. Jin this is my best friend Yoongi" He said. I looked at the boy and damn he was beautiful. But not exactly my type. I snapped away from my thoughts and greeted him. He gave me a bid along with a smile. We got on the bus, I choose a seat all the way at the back by myself. Namjoon and Jin sat 2 seats away from me. I plugged in my earphones and listen to some music. Suddenly my thoughts came crawling back. Damn, I'm so tired of being lonely. To bad I have trust issues. From the corner of my eye I saw them 'secretly' holding hands. A small smile appeared on my face. At least I'm not the only gay one I thought. I had a boyfriend before. Before I met Namjoon. My ex was the reason why I'm like this. Joon knows my whole abusive relationship. But what he doesn't know is that my past lover was a boy. The bus came to a stop. Making my thoughts go away. Joon and I stood up to leave. I waved goodbye at Jin and he did the same. "See another time Jin" "Okay take care" He smiled. As Joon and I got to our lockers, I said " Damn Joon. I see you chasing Jin's dick. Didn't know you were that thirsty" I smirked and began to walk away. I stopped and turned around and saw Joon's horrified face. "Don't worry you're not the only one" and with that I left him be.
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I hoped you liked this chapter:) ❤️ Let's appreciate Namjin please. God there so beautiful. I luv my dad's 💕 I'm not sure if I'll be posting tomorrow... I have practice:(( but I'll try!!
